Hi everyone! I've been stalking this post for a week. It took awhile to read through it all. I'm on my second month of ttc. I am a POAS addict. I thought it was pretty hardcore until I read your stuff, no offense. But you did get me thinking about the BOAS! Talk about enabling.
It's harder for me becase my husband and I are having to use donation sperm, so higher stakes for us. Which makes me feel slightly crazier with testing. You know when you go to the dollar tree and buy all the HPT's they have in stock, you might have a real problem.
Even worse, last week I realized that our FSA card will pay for this stuff. So I shopped around the internet to find the best price on the digital stuff. Apparently TARGET is the place! I got a Clearblue Digital OPK for $35 for 20 tests and they have the digital early HPT's for cheap too! Got 10 of those, although I doubt that will be enough. However, I still have 8 dollar store tests. Do you think 20 OPK's and 18 hpt's will be enough for this cycle? I'm hoping the digital will curb my crazy because I can't stare at a line or take apart (I probably could take apart but I'm gonna tell myself that it is impossible).
I flipped out when AF came, cried and stayed in bed all day. Told DH and he cried too. I think we are beyond baby crazy.
This month I am taking BBT (although it looks all kinds of crazy, not even close any day and I take at the same time, before I get up in the morning.... ok I don't do it, DH does). I just started OPK today at CD7. My AF is crazy irregular. Last month I used the shettles calendar and that didn't work. I was OPK'ing, but I don't think I was reading the tests correctly. To make matters worse I'm pretty sure I have PCOS.
UGHHGSJDHFLSUDKFHNSHDKFHUSYFHESDH!!!!!!
So, on I go again. I was ok at CD2 when I realized I could give myself a break from the POAS crazy, but today it starts again. I'm not too anxious because I don't expect anything at this point. But I know my anxiety about this is going to start again soon.
On a side note I started a bunch of supplements too, hoping that doesn't screw up O time.