Hello Ladies.. :wave:
I'm sorry i've not been on lately, things are messed up. I have got to a point in my life where i have decided i'm changing everything, when you hav just had enough, you've had enough.....
Some of you ladies will have noticed i have stopped temping! I have stepped out of ttc. My head is not in ttc at the mo, I am going through massive changes, and its scary bcos its not me. But at the same time it is.
I want so much more from life, and i'm at that point where i'm going to get it..
I do reckon i have taken way too much on but I want to change it so much. TTC for 8 1/2 years is a very long time, If it was meant to be it would have happened. I guess with my life being so up and down maybe that is why it has not happened. But it will one day in the future. But right now its all about better life, and giving Jay a better life.
I am starting The Care Academy on the 11th July to pursue the career i really want. Its a 2 week intensive course that will give me a Btec Qualification, and they said once i have finished, they will help me get into work, as they hav companies who take freshly qualified care workers on. Once i have finished and i'm working i'll have the option then to study for a level 2 diploma in care, working with kids.
(still doing my English) hopefully i will have it finished in the nx few weeks.. Another qualification to add to my CV..
I am also tackling major stress with my weight, i have noticed i am 10st OMG.. I have been 8st since i had my son nearly 11 years, now this change is shocking for me..
I'm sorry ladies, please don't take offensive to my comment. Everone is different, and i don't take well to changes like this..
i have put 2 stone on soooo fast its untrue. So i'm working out everyday and changing my whole eating habits and lifestyle. I will lose it. My Step sister who is a Doc, said it could be the PCOS so thats a downer.. I told her i will take slimming Tablets if its not gone naturally... soon..
Anyway enough about me..... How are all you lovely ladies doing?????? I Hope your all well.
OMG There is too many pages to catch up on, so ill apologise in advance bcos i will prob miss out quite alot..... sorry girls!!! ill just breeze through them and make a few posts...
Oh yeh....Ill still come and say hi now and agn, see how all you lovely ladies are... Em & Wendy i have both ur number so ill keep in
touch with you both..
i will be meeting up with you soon em, see how things are going.. have a coffee or something..... Same to you too wendy hun, ill come down to Scotland one weekend if you'd like friends for life.. You both have been so consistent with me since i joined, you both have been Fantastic support
I'll do another post after this one with a few replies....