Things I cannot say out loud....

Billy thanks for letting me get some sleep, DH- ARGGJHHHHHHHH! Fuckity fuck fuck fuck. I even had sex with you ad I still don't get a lie in :growlmad: you even needed to be asked to make me a coffee. Gr.
 
Maria's new picture is awesome!!

Hubby - I can't just tell Sophie to be quiet, you silly. You know, it's not my fault you played your dragonslaying game till the middle of the night!!
 
Hah yeah I wish we could just tell our babies to be quiet sometimes!

To Maria: Please stop being in such a shitty mood. Well at least you've cheered up now you're destroying things, but don't go back to the shitty mood and leave those magazines alone please, they're older than me!
 
Need to get this off my chest---

To my so called best mate - you were so excited when I was preg telling me you wanted to see lo at least once a week so she grew up knowing who you are, she is now 8 months old and you have seen her maybe 6 times (4 of those were when I came to your house is there something wrong with my house) do you know how much effort it is to being half our house with me. You live 30 mins down road stop making excuses and get off your arse!!!

Your suppose to be coming round today but I'm not holding my breath just wondering what excuse you'll use this time???

Feel better now thanks!!!
 
Got promoted today ladies!


To my EXboss:

MUHAHAHHAHAH FFFFFFFUUUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!!
 
Need to get this off my chest---

To my so called best mate - you were so excited when I was preg telling me you wanted to see lo at least once a week so she grew up knowing who you are, she is now 8 months old and you have seen her maybe 6 times (4 of those were when I came to your house is there something wrong with my house) do you know how much effort it is to being half our house with me. You live 30 mins down road stop making excuses and get off your arse!!!

Your suppose to be coming round today but I'm not holding my breath just wondering what excuse you'll use this time???

Feel better now thanks!!!

Friends are idiots sometimes. Of all of mine and OH's friends only about 4 have bothered to come and see us or arrange to meet up, despite efforts on our behalf, and the ones who have have only seen him once. It's so depressing.
 
To Paul:

I know you are my husband's best friend. For a long time, i considered you my best friend too. I am so flipping hurt and angry and upset i don't even know what to do.

That little boy you held in your arms today? He is my world. My little Rainbow baby Ethan. He's 2 months old and you're seeing him for the first time today. Do you know how sad that makes me? I've called you repeatedly to try and meet up, you live a 15 minute train ride away, it's hardly the other side of the world. You've never answered your phone. You've told me that you're "in a bad place" etc. Personally, i think you're a douche. I'm hurting so much because of your actions, or rather lack of them. I love you, but right now i don't care if i never see you again.

Mike came alone today to see you with Ethan because i'm having a really bad day. I know he told you i've got PND, i was hoping he wouldn't. You've not been there for me at all, so why should you need to know? Mike's told me that you've apologised because you've been in a bad place because of "drugs, alcohol and being really depressed" Guess what Paul?! You brought two of those things on yourself. I'm sick of being the one who is understanding and will listen to you talk for hours and helping you try and sort out your life. I'm the one who is going through a bad time. Mike is going through a tough time, what with having a new baby and a psycho wife! Where were you for that?? Not even one phone call!!

I always forgive and move past things. Always. This time, i can't. I really can't seem to get over the fact that you weren't there or didn't care. I'm not someone who expects everyone to love my son and want to constantly be there, but i did expect Mike's best friend to show an interest. Once again, my expectations were apparently too high. I really don't know if i will ever forgive you for this.
 
To Paul:

I know you are my husband's best friend. For a long time, i considered you my best friend too. I am so flipping hurt and angry and upset i don't even know what to do.

That little boy you held in your arms today? He is my world. My little Rainbow baby Ethan. He's 2 months old and you're seeing him for the first time today. Do you know how sad that makes me? I've called you repeatedly to try and meet up, you live a 15 minute train ride away, it's hardly the other side of the world. You've never answered your phone. You've told me that you're "in a bad place" etc. Personally, i think you're a douche. I'm hurting so much because of your actions, or rather lack of them. I love you, but right now i don't care if i never see you again.

Mike came alone today to see you with Ethan because i'm having a really bad day. I know he told you i've got PND, i was hoping he wouldn't. You've not been there for me at all, so why should you need to know? Mike's told me that you've apologised because you've been in a bad place because of "drugs, alcohol and being really depressed" Guess what Paul?! You brought two of those things on yourself. I'm sick of being the one who is understanding and will listen to you talk for hours and helping you try and sort out your life. I'm the one who is going through a bad time. Mike is going through a tough time, what with having a new baby and a psycho wife! Where were you for that?? Not even one phone call!!

I always forgive and move past things. Always. This time, i can't. I really can't seem to get over the fact that you weren't there or didn't care. I'm not someone who expects everyone to love my son and want to constantly be there, but i did expect Mike's best friend to show an interest. Once again, my expectations were apparently too high. I really don't know if i will ever forgive you for this.

:( people can be so selfish sometimes :hugs:
 
Thanks LadyRoy

It's so frustrating! He knows all about the mcs etc, but he's a douche. Stupid people wind me up
 
Oh my freaking God.
Dear Neighbors -
WHY IN THE NAME OF ALL THAT IS HOLY would you take your two-year-old to a haunted house? And not a kiddie haunted house, either?
As if his screaming (seriously, shrieking) wasn't bad already, I've been hearing him do that about once a day since we moved in, but now it's even more!
Ugggh.... Noisiest child in the building (there are 47 kids in this building and over half of them are under the age of 7 so...) and it's not nice noise (I honestly don't mind playing noises at all), his shrieks at EVERYTHING are beginning to give me a headache...
If it starts disturbing my daughter's sleep I'm going to get really upset.
 
FOB...your friend won't fight for his children cos he'd rather get revenge on his ex...

Yeah...that is EXACTLY the type of father you should use as a roll model...exactly!
 
Dear supposed bestfriend.
You moan constantly about your other friends not being good friends and yet you're exactly the same. You got pissed off with me because I couldn't see you the week before I went back to work because James was ill. You've ignored me ever since and have decided you'll become bestfriends again with the girls you were slagging off before. Get a grip. NOT everything revolves around you. I'm sorry I don't get the chance to see you as much as you'd like us too, but we're an hours journey away and when my boy is poorly i'm not making him travel that far.
All the snidey comments on FB too?! Yes I know they're about me, you couldn't make it anymore obvious. Bore off.
 
DH's cousin - you didn't turn up for our wedding last year, despite the fact we'd already paid for you. You couldn't even be bothered sending us a card when Pud was born. Why in the name of god did you expect that we would bother inviting you to her christening?

SIL - not your christening, not your child. You're not paying so we will invite who we like, and yes, we will be having hotpot and cabbage, with scones and jam, and chocolate cake for pudding. Couldn't care less that you'd rather have a buffet and gateaux.

Pud - I know there is a strange man in the house today drilling and making all sorts of noise, but please stop batting your eyelashes at him!

Pregnancy related joint pain - feck off now. I'm tired of having sore hands and not being able to straighten my elbows properly. Plus my knees and wrists now hurt...
 
Oh baby boo! Are you in agony too?! What the hell is this pain! I'm used to pain, I have hypermobility, but dear lord, I can actually cry with it!!! :(
 

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