Things I cannot say out loud....

[Sparkes]

Hi girls, mind if I join you??

 

[Natsku]

Welcome, what would you like to rant about?

 

[BrokenfoREVer]

Welcome feel free to vent away

 

[Sparkes]

To my mum- I know youre not happy im pregnant again, but there is no need to shout abuse at me or my OH. And thank you for cutting us off with NO warning. We will be lucky to be able to pay food this weekend- food to feed your daughter and granddaughter. You might not like me very much at the moment, but I am your flesh and blood. We were relying on you to help us and you have let us down. None of us deserve that, especially Annabelle. And don't sit there being a hypocrite about my grandmother being an alcoholic when you are sat there with three empty wine bottles by your side for the third time this week.

To my dad: Thanks for helping out your daughter and granddaughter when we are in need. You can buy your stepdaughter a new iPad for her birthday two days ago but you can't lend me £50 to put some food on the table.

I actually feel a little better..

 

[Natsku]

sorry your family isn't being supportive

To myself: Finish the cleaning and then you can chill. Or sleep. Maybe sleep would be a good idea as you probably won't be getting much sleep tomorrow night hehe

 

[Lettuce]

I'm sorry about your parents Sparkles

Ooohhhh nats you naughty girl

Oh my god, neck, please feel better, crying in pain picking up my girl is not good.

 

[tanya]

To myself, rest! You need it. You've been given a day off from going to the hospital do use it wisely. Only reason I've got the day off is coz the chest drain and oxygen mask is freaking Flynn out. I won't rest tho, I've got a baby to look after for one thing, a birthday arty to prepare and I've not managed to get my housework or washing done with rushing back and forth.

 

[Natsku]

to Lettuce and Tanya

I think I'm going to be very naughty tonight

 

[BrokenfoREVer]

to Tanya & Lettuce.

Go Nats! Go & be very naughty indeed

Self....stop getting your hope ups. Just stop it! You will find out next week. Stop thinking about it!

 

[Ozzieshunni]

Dear Alex: LOVE that you're sleeping 8-9 hours at a go, but can it not be from 5am-2pm? Mommy is trying to sleep at the same time and you're just screwing up my sleep!

 

[tanya]

Fil is off the oxygen! His chest drain isn't getting much fluid out and he's had his biopsy, hopefully things are getting a little better.
I feel guilty tho, I'm not telling the party guests about fil, I don't want it to put a shadow over the day I feel like I'm keeping this huge secret.
I'm also an idiot, I've decided to make flynns cake myself. And I want it to have a working train running round half way down the side.

 

[BrokenfoREVer]

Tanya that's great! Hopefully things are gonna get better. Don't feel guilty, it's Flynns special day & you want people to be happy with him.

Poor you Ozzie, that's an odd sleep pattern.

Self... Again just stop! You be be devasted if your wrong so just stop it. Wait & see instead of googling prams & such.

 

[Lettuce]

Oooohhhh, are you waiting on a :BFP: broken?!! exciting! Good luck. Tho I'll be jealous.

Naughty Alex.

Tanya, good luck with the cake! and glad he's a bit better. I wouldn't tell anyone either tbh.

 

[Ozzieshunni]

I also feel like crap I still wonder if I'm pregnant, lol.

 

[tanya]

I just got af today she was a week late, just as I was starting to think that maybe it'd be something good for everyone to focus on af pops up and that's the end of that.

 

[BrokenfoREVer]

I might be! I have a feeling. AF due next week so we shall see. It's exciting!

 

[Natsku]

Exciting!

 

[StarlitHome]

really Aunty, when we meet your neighbor coming out of the driveway "they must be going somewhere"? you crack me up, Madame Obvious.

also, it would be really nice if you ASKED "could I walk her around while you finish eating" instead of just coming and grabbing her out of the highchair? Yes, our (as in, both TM and I) first reaction was to pull her back - she's our child.

 

[Sparkes]

DH: Why did you agree we would have people round for dinner tonight??! Do you not think I have enough to deal with without having to cook a 3 course meal for eight bloody people?! The least you could do is take your daughter out for a couple of hours or offer a hand instead of sitting on your arse playing FIFA!!!! Your not sick anymore, your just being bloody lazy

 

[Ozzieshunni]

dh: Why did you agree we would have people round for dinner tonight??! Do you not think i have enough to deal with without having to cook a 3 course meal for eight bloody people?! The least you could do is take your daughter out for a couple of hours or offer a hand instead of sitting on your arse playing fifa!!!! Your not sick anymore, your just being bloody lazy

kick him in the face!!!!!