Things I cannot say out loud....

[Sparkes]

dh: Why did you agree we would have people round for dinner tonight??! Do you not think i have enough to deal with without having to cook a 3 course meal for eight bloody people?! The least you could do is take your daughter out for a couple of hours or offer a hand instead of sitting on your arse playing fifa!!!! Your not sick anymore, your just being bloody lazy

kick him in the face!!!!!

I have obviously made him feel guilty because I'm now sat down in front of the tennis with an ice cold lemonade making Barbie clothes while he slaves over the roast dinner

 

[tanya]

Dependant on his X-ray results from today fil might be home tomorrow hopefully he will be well enough to come to flynns party! Great news hopefully it's the start of the fight back.

 

[Natsku]

Hope the results are good!

 

[rainbowbaby2]

Holiday was wicked and topped of by seeing,my baby at my scan xxx its another boy

 

[Ozzieshunni]

Awww, congrats rainbow!!!!

Tanya. Sorry I didn't write something sooner. I hope everything is up and up from now on!

 

[BrokenfoREVer]

Congrats Rainbow!

Tanya thats great news. Fingers crossed for you

 

[Natsku]

Yay another boy!


*sigh* been invited to a wedding but have no nice clothes to wear

 

[BrokenfoREVer]

Shopping trip for Nats!! Yay!

Self...it is one more day & then you will find out. & you damn well this anxitiy will not stop once you know anyway. So chill the fuck out. I know you're excited. OH is excited too. So just stop & chill.

Mum... I'm fair dreading telling you I'm pregnant again (if I am) after a convo with OH about how you acted last time I've remember that really...your kinda selfish.

Would it kill you to put on your big girl pants & be supportive. you might think me & OH haven't been together long enough...suck it up...we know how we feel & thats all that matters.

I know I'm gonna to find more support in my OHs family...AGAIN! & that just makes me sad. This is not how you behave towards your children mum. It just isn't.

 

[Natsku]

Hope you get the news you want tomorrow.

I have no monies for a shopping trip. The guys have said they will take me shopping to buy me a dress but I have no shoes even

 

[BrokenfoREVer]

It will be wed before I know.

Can you not borrow shoes from a friend ): that sucks though, I hate being skint!

 

[Lettuce]

nats. Shame I'm a big whale or I'd have lent you something
Yay rainbow, congrats!!
Oooohhh broken, excited!!

 

[Natsku]

I don't really have shoe-borrowing friends...

 

[Sparkes]

OH: why on earth did you give Belle some coke her sippy?? That's bad enough, but half an hour before her bed time?

I now have a 2 year old bouncing off the bloody ceiling I didn't want her drinking it atall!!

Stupid men...

 

[Ozzieshunni]

Sparkes: Tell him he's in charge of putting him to bed.

 

[tanya]

Fil is home!!
Still in a lot of pain from his chest drain and has portable oxygen for when he needs it but he's home, he's not coming to flynns baby party tomorrow but he will be there for his grownup party in the evening. (yep I'm mental I'm throwing two parties in one day!)
He's got an appointment next week to confirm if it is cancer or not as they're now saying it could possibly be something else, we're all praying.

 

[Natsku]

Glad he's hope. Hope the results come back that its not cancer

 

[Lettuce]

hope you're able to enjoy the day. Fingers crossed! Xx

 

[tanya]

Fil couldn't breathe, they've rushed him back into hospital, there was talk of cancelling the party but he wouldn't want that so its still happening we will just visit the hospital during the day so he can see grandad on his birthday.
I've blown up nearly 50 balloons so it sure as feck is still happening, I've done most of the prep today while dh was at work but now I've gone to bed and left him to it, it's 12.35am no idea how long he has still to do and alarm is set for 5.30!
Still waiting for news from the hospital on what's happening but I'm guessing he'll be in for a while now, they aren't gonna risk sending him home too early again.

 

[Natsku]

Oh no, I hope he's ok


Maria baby, please don't be sick anymore tonight. Not used to you being ill

 

[BrokenfoREVer]

Oh Tanya. Big but happy birfday to Flynn! Hope he has a nice day.

Get well soon Maria.

Self... Chill out, there is always next month ):