Things I cannot say out loud....

It's not a false alarm.
He's gone.
There will be a big hole left from his passing, a beloved husband, father, grandfather, uncle, brother and friend. RIP Ernie. :cry:

We saw him yesterday sat in his hospice room reading the paper and watching the cars go by, we were planning his anniversary party with him and the staff he was happy, he was smiling and he saw Flynn walking. I don't understand how he can be here one day and just gone the next.
I feel so blessed to have had this wonderfulan in my life for so many years and so disappointed that Flynn won't get to grow up with him in his life.
 
:hugs: tanya, I'm so so sorry, much love and hugs. My grandad died when I was flynns age and I still feel I know him as he was always talked about. Talk often about him, it may make you cry at first, but eventually it'll make you smile.
Flynn now has the best angel up there looking out for him. :hugs: look after each other and yourself. Xx
 
:hugs: tanya, I'm so so sorry, much love and hugs. My grandad died when I was flynns age and I still feel I know him as he was always talked about. Talk often about him, it may make you cry at first, but eventually it'll make you smile.
Flynn now has the best angel up there looking out for him. :hugs: look after each other and yourself. Xx

I always say this about MIL. She passed away before Alex was born, but she still sees him and loves him. :hugs: Tanya :cry:
 
To myself: Please don't be getting ill now. Don't want to cancel tomorrow's playdate :(
 
:hugs: Tanya



OH- my pay isn't enough to cover even half the bills, you text to say we should have a basic month... then go to the pub?! WTF???
 
To ME:

I'm so heartbroken. Terry (my 10 yr old cocker) died yesterday. Why didn't I try harder to keep him alive?? So mad at myself and so torn up. :cry:
I can't even function today.
 
To ME:

I'm so heartbroken. Terry (my 10 yr old cocker) died yesterday. Why didn't I try harder to keep him alive?? So mad at myself and so torn up. :cry:
I can't even function today.

:hugs: :( He lived a long life and he was very loved. :hugs:
 
To ME:

I'm so heartbroken. Terry (my 10 yr old cocker) died yesterday. Why didn't I try harder to keep him alive?? So mad at myself and so torn up. :cry:
I can't even function today.

:hugs: I'm so sorry. Its not your fault though. He was very loved
 
Josh please stop screaming at the top of your lungs every time I leave the room. Please stop randomly crying for no apparent reason. Be go back to being my happy smiley boy.

OH please hurry up & get here. I'm having a really bad morning.

Nice man at physio please believe my lies that's I've done my exercises this week. I've honestly not had a minute, but I do want you to help me.

Mum I will never ask or accept help from you ever again.I really need a break, you sitting in my house lecturing me is not a break! Also... Don't ever put Josh on the floor when he is crying & just leave him! & don't sulk when I tell you off, it's immature.

Josh... Please stop screaming :cry:
 
:hugs: cupcake and broken, :( xx
Jenny, its your jags today, the big MMR and others, please don't hate me.
 
Lettuce, she'll be fine :hugs: Alex hardly made a peep at the first two, but the last one is a bit nippy and he cried at that one. It's worse for us.

DH: If you don't stop this childish fucking shit of speaking to me like crap and then groping me to show affection, I'm going to slap you.
 
To myself: Get off your lazy arse and start cleaning!
 
To nats: no, have tea and cake instead. ;)

Stupid DH Ozzie! :(
 
I'm having tea and yoghurt and muesli instead :D
 

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