Things I cannot say out loud....

[BrokenfoREVer]

It shouldn't be like that 4 months on. I'm sure the dr will sort it out & think how much better you'll feel. I had stitches & no one has ever said to me there is a problem down there. I can feel my scar though, but it doesn't bother me.

OH I love, but ffs up at 6:30 again! Thanks for grabbing Josh so I can get a shower though.

Weather, if your not gunna be sunny today, please be warm. I reeeeeeeally wanna go to the park instead of sitting in another house!

Mum... Thanks for phoning about my physio. Really appreciate that (not the sarcasm!)

 

[StarlitHome]

I want to be pregnant.

My friend found out today that she's pregnant with twins (babies 3 and 4), another girl in the building is pregnant with her 4th.

Self, don't be jealous. Be happy for your friend, I know you are. Also don't fret about being pregnant if you get stressed it won't help anything. Just continue working on cutting out the night nursing and getting Miss Boo eating more solid food during the day. It'll happen and you'll be so happy when it does.

Oh and also - Passport? HURRY THE EFF UP AND GET HERE. Sick of waiting. Just wanna see my family.

 

[CazM 2011]

Where my stitches were is normal to be so painful and a Referal to the consultants at the hospital for my Problems using the loo! Tmi sorry, but it coul take upto 6 weeks, I don't know how to cope, I can barely look after Emma sometimes, I thought motherhood was going to be great but I just can't enjoy it when I'm in pain or so uncomfortable and I feel like I'm letting her down so much!

 

[Ozzieshunni]

OUCH! I have a pain in my ass! LITERALLY! Don't know what the hell I did, but it HURTS!

 

[rainbowbaby2]

my baby boy aint my baby boy anymore he is now potty trained, can get in the bath by himself wash him and get out himself and get dressed hes only three

 

[StarlitHome]

Passport Canada: I wish you sent an email with a tracking number I could follow when you send passports.

FedEx/Postal Service/carrier pigeons/HOWEVER MY PASSPORT IS GETTING HERE: hurry. up.
I am doing my best to be cheerful and pleasant but I just feel miserable. I want to go see my family. It has been too long.

 

[tanya]

Were taking Flynn to see his grandad, they are hesitating with the hospice as he's taken a turn for the worse and they aren't sure he will survive the journey. He's had a couple of bad days and if he doesn't rally round the Macmillan nurse says he might not survive the weekend. Hopefully Flynn won't have nightmares after but it sounds as if it's nearly time.

He could still rally round and improve enough to be moved but he's in so much pain and is so confused I'm not sure how fair it is for us to prolong his agony because we have a selfish need to keep him with us. It's nearly time to let him go I think. We all thought we would have so much more time than this, he's only been sick a month!

It's going to tear us all apart.

 

[BrokenfoREVer]

Oh Tanya. I'm so sorry. I really hope he can keep fighting. My thoughts are with you.

 

[Natsku]

Oh no Tanya!

 

[Ozzieshunni]

Oh no Tanya

 

[tanya]

Well, miracles happen, apparently a bed has come up in the hospice and they've decided to move him today before he gets any weaker.
Squeals and excitement abound! Maybe someone IS looking out for us after all!
There's still the underlying doubts about how well he will manage the journey, we're visiting now on the pretense of helping him pack.

 

[Lettuce]

Tanya, in my thoughts and prayers. Xxx

 

[Natsku]

Thats great that a bed came up!

 

[tanya]

He's arrived, he's in a room with a nice balcony but he's too tired to get out of bed today, the move has worn him out. But he's ok, he's happy, he likes it.
Thanks for the support ladies.

 

[Natsku]

Glad he's happy and likes it

 

[BrokenfoREVer]

Glad he's comfortable & he likes it. Big

 

[StarlitHome]

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh OMG.

We (Molly and I) are flying to Canada TONIGHT!!!

 

[Natsku]

Yay exciting!

 

[BrokenfoREVer]

Yay starlit!!! Have a wonderful holiday!!

 

[tanya]

Oh shit oh shit oh shit.
The hospice has phoned, we need to get there as soon as possible.
I have to stay home with Flynn, he's not been very well today and he's really unsettled I can't leave him with strangers.
Also I can't go there and watch him die. I just cant. I should be there to support dh but I can't do it.


It's his 40th wedding anniversary today.
We were goin to have a party at the hospice.
God I hope it's a false alarm.