Things I cannot say out loud....

[rainbowbaby2]

I cant take the daily beatings anymore no one will help me out.not even.family, hes only 3 ffs and im teriffide of him :'( im a shit mum i mean what kind of mother is scared of their own child

 

[BrokenfoREVer]

Oh rainbow big I hope your okay

 

[Lettuce]

oh rainbow, you're not a bad mum, you just need help with him. Hope you're ok. Xx

 

[Natsku]

you're not a bad mum, you just need some help. Could you speak to your doctor about getting him referred for some behavioural help or something?

 

[Natsku]

Just found out my cousin was found dead this week. Presumably drug related. He had a little kid. I had met him for the first time in years at my grandma's funeral a couple years ago and we had got on really well, I had meant to keep in contact with him but I never did. Feel so bad.

RIP Juppe

 

[Lettuce]

in my thoughts and prayers Nats. X

 

[Emmy1987]

Nats


OH- so I left to go to tesco as you put LO to bed, she screamed so you got her back up. Then when I got home not only did I manage to get her to bed but I did all the washing up you'd promised to do I'm sorry but you have sniffles! Not a bed binding illness! I've not stopped all day, I'm so run down I have at least SEVEN ulcers on my tongue which is in agony and yet I'm running around like a blue arsed fly close to passing out to get everything done!

Pharmacist at Tesco, thank you for that spray! My tongue pain is now bearable!

Oh and OH, thanks for noticing I'd done all the washing up and saying goodnight........

 

[BrokenfoREVer]

to Nats & Emmy

Brain... What the eff. Was there a need for that dream about FOB? & was there a need for to wake me up at 5:30 & stay awake over thinking everything about FOB & this stupid court thing?

Josh, I can hear you over the monitor. Go to sleep wee man! Mummy & daddy need sleep too y'know!! & please don't have another day like yesterday, I'm all alone again this afternoon & I don't think I can cope.

Cafcass... Why can't you send letters? Or call my phone? I've been stressing all night about phoning you today. Please have some wonderful news like FOB has pulled out of all this nonsense.

OH... I love you so so so so so much. You're wonderful. & sex is brilliant... But please could we have it at bedtime instead of always when Josh is napping. It would be lovely to fall asleep after sex with you.

Mum... Thanks again for asking about physio(!) please don't give me grief today, I'm at the end of my tether & seriously struggling to hold it together & I really don't need you!

ETA: Joshua go back to sleep!! OH... Stop looking so damn sexy when you're sleeping. Its 6:30 in the damn morning & pigs will fly before I get any at this stupid hour!

Self... This rage is probs PMS. that's another month :/

 

[Ozzieshunni]

Nats

OMG OMG OMG OMG! Tax credits realized they underpaid us! DH got £1000 Put into his account yesterday Thank you for some good luck money wise FINALLY!

 

[Natsku]

Thanks ladies

Hope your tongue gets better soon Emmy

Hope FOB has pulled out of it Broken

Yay good news Oz!

 

[Ozzieshunni]

I know! I was shocked. Sucks we have to use it for bills thought. We could have got a car and got DH's license.

 

[tanya]

Hugs and hi5s for those who need them.

Dh- um... When I said "do you have a condom?" I meant are you wearing it! Not is there a condom somewhere on the bed!!! I didn't realise till after!!

Oh shit!!

 

[rainbowbaby2]

Great more stress.... looks like il be homeless, landlords increasing the rent I cant afford an extra £60-70 a month. Yet I only have 10 points with local council.... im so screwed

 

[Natsku]

Oh no! Though being homeless would put you higher up the list won't it?

Tanya - is your husband a little bit stupid perhaps?!

 

[BrokenfoREVer]

& yay! To those that need them.

Joshy has teeth!!! His 2 bottom ones have come through finally, you can see them when he smiles mah big boy is growing up ^_^

 

[rainbowbaby2]

Oh no! Though being homeless would put you higher up the list won't it?

Tanya - is your husband a little bit stupid perhaps?!

According to council... No it wont as its " voluntary" homelessness

 

[Natsku]

Oh no! Though being homeless would put you higher up the list won't it?

Tanya - is your husband a little bit stupid perhaps?!

According to council... No it wont as its " voluntary" homelessness

Oh, that sucks hope you can find a cheaper place quickly

 

[BrokenfoREVer]

Oh Rainbow, thats horrible. I hope you can find a new place quickly.

 

[tanya]

Rainbow that's horrible

I just think dh isn't really thinking at the mo, he just said after that he wasn't thinking.
Not thinking is what causes rather a lot of oops babies!!
Just done the maths and I don't think he could have picked a worse time to do it!

 

[Lettuce]

Oh dear Tanya, maybe he subconciously wants another...

Yay for the money ozzie!

girls. Rainbow that's awful! x