Things I cannot say out loud....

[Fergie]

Feeling really quite sad but weirdly happy today . If i hadn't have fallen pregnant i would have got my degree today and i would be a fully qualified midwife by now. I feel sad but not really if you understand .

I also don't know if we're going to still be living here in a month or so's time. My OH hates it here, well mainly the arseholes he works with. He loves the job and being outdoors all the time and the fact we're in a tied cottage, but he's being told to do one thing and the boss does nothing but complain about him not doing it right. I really feel for him as he's only staying because of the bairns. I've told him to start looking for other jobs. Even if he can hack it here til April at least then the ex wifes loan will be paid off and we can afford to rent privately. Why us, why just now ??. Life is a shitter .

 

[Ozzieshunni]

Fergie Money sucks.

 

[Natsku]

 

[BrokenfoREVer]

You reeeeeeeally need to sort out your priorities. You can't have all the nice parts of being "daddy" and all the nice parts of living at home with no responsiblities. It doesn't work like that.

Yes I am REALLY pissed you insisted on going to the cinema this morning, instead of tonight, or tomorrow. Really makes me feel like you wanna spend time with me. And don't give me bull about seeing it again with me, if you wanted to go with me you would have waited til I had money.

And again... priorites, you're happy to re-arrange your shifts so you can go watch wwe on monday (no invite... again I note!) But you couldn't remember my drs app on wed... that benefits us both! Do you know how uncomfortable having a coil fitted is? I really don't wanna be pushing a pram or carrying Josh after that.

I'm not gonna be OAG here, but I'm starting to get a bit annoyed with your "meh fuck it attitude" you seem to think you can do as you please and I'll get over it. Not the case!

Oh... and laugh all you want, your brother will NEVER walk into my house, invite him & see what happens. I'm deadly serious about it. So don't act like I'll just get over it. I will unleash hell on him & then you will get it 10 fold.

Try it and see...

 

[Ozzieshunni]

Hmmmm, sounds like he needs a slap of reality, broken

 

[BrokenfoREVer]

Thanks Ozzie.

I know he's not Josh's dad, so I can't expct the same level of commitment to Josh & family. But still... it's bloody annoying. He swans around does what he likes, when he likes, with no thought for anything & still wants all the parent-y things. Don't get me wrong, he's great with Josh & does everything for him.

He just needs to think more about what being a parent actually mean. Particularly if he wants to move in next yr.

 

[Natsku]

Hope he realises what he's doing wrong soon Broken

Ex: Please agree to my conditions for Sunday so I can see Maria. I really want to see her, I miss her so much.

 

[BrokenfoREVer]

Nats, you're being so very strong. I hope you can see her on sunday & I hope this is all resolved soon & you can have her back again.

I can't even guess how hard this is, but you are in my thoughts

 

[Ozzieshunni]

Nats. You know what I think of that twatface

 

[BrokenfoREVer]

Okay... slightly weirded out...

My MIL (who is NO biological relation to Josh) just informed me she's found out a baby pic of her eldest son & apparently he looks "just like Josh"

How very bizzare.

 

[Bartness]

OH, I know you have been working all day, and that you got off work early, however remember I have been up since 2am with your sick child. I got only 4 hours sleep today, and yes I tried to sleep when our son was sleeping, and I did fall asleep about 10 minutes before our son woke up....
But...do you really think its fair for you to come home from work AND GO TAKE A NAP??? REALLY? I've been up all fracking night long, and I have been taking care of your sick child. I will again be up all night and up all day tomorrow b/c your a fracking lazy a** who doesnt know how to help if your fracking life depended on it.

IM RUNNING ON FRACKING FUMES. COFFEE and POP is keeping me awake to care for your child. I NEED TO SLEEP, let me nap and you can take care of your son.

 

[StarlitHome]

Ugh, AF. I loathe you so much and even more when we're TTC.

I just want to have Baby2 growing safely inside me already. Fingers crossed for this cycle.

 

[Bartness]

Jaxon~ Happy 2nd birthday baby boy, I love you so much. Now if only you'd stop getting so big, and stay my little boy forever.....

 

[Ozzieshunni]

Happy Birthday little guy! They grow so fast

 

[Natsku]

Happy birthday Jaxon!

 

[BrokenfoREVer]

Happy birthday Jaxon!

 

[Fergie]

Happy Birthday Jaxon xx

 

[Emmy1987]

I wish I'd never got this job.

 

[Lettuce]

Happy birthday jaxon!

Oh Emmy, what's up?

I'm so nervous, have the consultant tomorrow for my sensory problems, I'm scared they're going to think I'm making it up!!

 

[Emmy1987]

Good luck lettuce

My manager thinks I'm stealing