hiya. :wave:
thank you so much for messaging me. i read in a earlier post that you wanted to know abit about that person so i thought id show abit of the background on me
well im 21 years old. im getting married on 12th November 2010
im soooo excited. im not in the full motions of planning things until january.....thats when the stress begins i guess haha. me and my OH are currently looking for a new house but its very tough at the moment to get a place here.
oh well we'll cope.
we're in month 4 of properly TTC. i joined BnB 30th September this year because i was going through some weird changes. i thought i was pregnant. i went crazy with the symptom spotting and i ended up being 3 days late for AF. then the witch got me and i was soooo upset
but thankfully my OH and some girls on here helped me think more clearly. i let the whole TTC/pregnancy thing get to me and i flipped out. i went insane at my fiance. i blamed him for letting me think positive (that i could be pregnant)....then as i was half-way through shouting at him i burst into tears and broke down in his arms. was a very emotional time. i nearly gave up TTC because i didnt want to go through all that emotion and stress again, but then when AF finished me and my OH decided to carry on but not worry so much this time. we thought it would be easier to not class it as TTC and just keep having
haha. we slowed down on that too. we did it toooo much....2-3 times everyday is too much right??!!
now we only DTD once a day or every other day. theres a better chance that we may have caught it this month but i keep feeling like "im out"....i dont know why though. ive never felt like that with the other months of TTC. i used to "feel" pregnant the other times.
strange.
a friend on here sent me a link to a website (
www.countdowntopregnancy.com) where you track your symptoms from ovulation. it seems ok so i thought id give it a shot and im suprised at the amount of things ive clicked on. im not symptom spotting but you do wonder whether its a bug/illness you have or if its the beginning of pregnancy. fingers crossed that i'll become one of the "tinsel tot" mothers
im so excited about trying. my sister has 3 beautiful girls (5yrs, 7yrs, nearly 9yrs) and i helped her out alot over the years so i know what to do haha. im just praying that it will be my time soon. i think i deserve to show my motherly love to my own child. im getting married, im searching for a house.....now all i need is a child to turn that house into a family home. id love nothing more than to be a mum
my OH would make an amazing dad too. look at me getting cheesy
well im rambling now
so im going to shhhh now but if you would like to know anything else (if i havent said enough already haha).....feel free to ask!
also anyone who would like to add me as a friend on here then feel free....im also on facebook
good luck all
x
(oh by the way i am willing to give up fizzy pop and any other bad snacks for my tinsel tot
i love my pepsi and foxs whipped creams.....going to miss them)
will be a short one. lots of 
Lil Angel I am due for AF (cross fingers I never see her though) on 20th!!!
he can be so rude sometimes, makes you wonder if they class it as TTC or just 
