To Mrs. 326-
I must say that after reading your first post from back in January, I got hooked on your story and (after seeing your new status) followed 37 pages of posts to see when you got your BFP!!! HOW EXCITING!!! And inspiring!!
I'm new to this site, but it really helps to see that others are going through, (and have gone through) the same process and I'm not as alone as I feel sometimes.
We've been actively trying for 4 months, but off bc for almost a full year. Dr. thinks I might have endo, so I've recently had LSH, Prog, and AMH tests. All were "ok" but less than desirable results. I'm on cd 12, but had a darker line on my OPK last night, so hopefully O will be any day now. Me and DH dtd for the first time using pre-seed last night, and will continue the dance for the next few days. We are crossing our fingers and praying for that extra line on the HGC stick in two weeks. I can't imagine how awesome that feeling but be, compared to the usual dissappointment after TWW.
Hi mrs. Kibler. I'm doing ok. Still waiting to ovulate. I don't know much about provera so I can't help you much there...but I would think if you got af on your own, then you wouldn't need it? I could be totally wrong, I am clueless about provera like I said
Yesterday I went to see this lady who is sort of like a "spiritual healer" and who prays for you and stuff....she is very well known in the city I'm from. I went to her so she could help me get over my fears, in particular about another mc. I believe in things like this so I went to her, she prayed, did this thing with a white candle and then burned the wax in a pot of water, and I swear the image that formed in the water looked like my ultrasound where there was a sac but no baby :/ i couldnt believe my eyes! And ever since yesterday, each time I think "omg what if after so long I get pregnant and have a mc again" my heart doesn't drop or I don't feel scared! I can't explain it, but it's like she really did remove all my fears from me and those negative thoughts are gone from my mind.
Sorry for the long novel, it was a very moving and emotional experience, one I am still thinking about today. She just kept touching my head and repeating over and over that "I was a flower that had yet to blossom" I couldn't stop crying for a few hours after that, but whatever she did, it helped...I wish I had gone 7 months ago!
Thanks girls. I feel good and positive about this month so I hope it means something I am trying to convince dh to take a trip to cancun next week. I will still be in the tww at that time so it's a good chance for both of us to get our minds off of the whole thing.
How are you girls doing? Mrs.326, is the pregnancy going easy so far? When is your next appointment? Mrs. Kibler, what days are you taking clomid? Has it changed your flow at all? Mine felt like I was 16 again, lol. Hadn't had cramps and flows like that since! Lol.
Thanks girls. I feel good and positive about this month so I hope it means something I am trying to convince dh to take a trip to cancun next week. I will still be in the tww at that time so it's a good chance for both of us to get our minds off of the whole thing.
How are you girls doing? Mrs.326, is the pregnancy going easy so far? When is your next appointment? Mrs. Kibler, what days are you taking clomid? Has it changed your flow at all? Mine felt like I was 16 again, lol. Hadn't had cramps and flows like that since! Lol.
I HIGHLY recommend going to Cancun during your TWW It worked for us!!
So far it's easy breezy... I just started feeling a little sick, but no full blown morning sickness or anything. The only steady symptoms are sore bb's & exhaustion (can't wait for the 2nd tri when I'll finally get some energy back!). Our next appointment is May 9 and we'll have our genetic screening a week or two after that, so hopefully we'll get to see baby again
Haha, i am working on the hubby so we can go. There are soo many hotels I cant decide which one is best. I am stuck between Fiesta Grand, Liv Aqua and Azul I think it is. Where did you guys stay? Maybe there is something in the cancun water and we will come back to a bfp? lol.
May 9th is just around the corner, so not much longer. I have heard second tri is def much easier than the first....your almost there.
Hope-When will you be hitting your surge? And yes, I had even more horrible cramps. usually its just my left leg and abdominal cramping, but this time it went all the way into my bottom. One big Charlie Horse.
I start taking my clomid tomorrow!! yay! I'm kind of nervous about how the side effects will be. Last time a lot of crying happened. lol.
Mrs326. Thats really neat about your readings! I'd never be strong enough to actually get one, I'd read SOOO much into it I would go crazy!