HappyAuntie
LTTTC#1 after 5 mcs
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Very strange... I wonder if it's just part of your body's reaction to the downregging? But no matter - I'm glad you're feeling better and ready to start stimming!
FX'd for you that everything goes like gangbusters. Accepting the loss of control was a big step for me, too. In the end you just have to learn to ignore all the anecdotal stuff you read (on here and elsewhere) about preventing mc because as long as you're taking your prenatal vitamins, there is virtually nothing anyone can do to prevent mc. The uplifting part of that, though, is it also means there is virtually nothing anyone can do to cause a mc... helps me release a lot of the guilt and let go of wondering "what if" or "if only". Miscarriage just falls into the 'sh*t happens' category of life, no way around that.
I'm glad you're feeling better about it. My advice to you is just to know that even though you're feeling better in general, there will still (and always) be bad days where the sadness will come back... some days it creeps in and hangs around the shadows, some days it hits out of the blue like a truck... there's nothing you can do to avoid or prevent those days, and when they come it's best just to acknowledge those feelings and let them be - don't try to fight them or push them away. Feelings are something to have, not to judge. And the more we try to fight them off, the more they hang around.... But with time they come less and less often, which I think you've seen for yourself.
I have insurance coverage for my meds but it comes with restrictions, one of them being that I have to use the insurance company's mail-order pharmacy. And every single time, it's a giant pain in the a$$! Their customer service is horrible, and every time I have to call and confirm they got the Rx from the dr office and then they tell me that the orders are processed in the order received and mine is at the bottom of the pile and I'll have my meds in two weeks, and then I have to call my dr office and have them call Aetna back and harass them that I have to have the meds the next day and get them to rush the processing. It's a ridiculous run-around. The customer service rep even got snippy with me when I tried to explain to her that I can't know I need the drugs or what drugs I need until a day or two before I need them, so there's no way to order them two weeks in advance - she snapped back that she only handles fertility drugs and she knows how they work - inside my head I was screaming at her "if you know how they work, why are you making it so difficult?!?!"
Welcome back, Praying - glad to see you! Have a good day everyone!
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I do agree time off will be a good thing. In the beginning letting go of "the age" thing was the hardest part & I always rushed from one cycle to the next. But I know a few months won't make any difference. Just need to figure out a good(but not too expensive) trip to take! Skye can we just go with you???
Anyway I hope all you girls have a great day..will catch up later!
Maybe the baby is waiting for the new house. Bubbling gurgling, etc could all be pregnancy symptomps too. What an annoying wait. 
Sorry about the witch babe. What a shame 
A holiday sounds like a very good idea right now. After all this and the storms you really need it. There's loads of great holiday destination in the US. Can u not get somewhere by train? Otherwise there are pills for flight scare. You can google and perhaps chose a short flight. Just come along here babe, I'll take care off your damp mood 
Honestly how come they don't get a clue when to stop?
that your hcg seem fine and good luck for tomorrow.
landed hard and heavy yesterday while I was at work. So, I had a nice dinner out with DH, 2 margaritas and a good cry 
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They better already have a plan. 
