Tigerlily, I know how you feel about those things not bothering you before. I was the same way. Now the slightest news about babies or pregnancies tears at my heart. So glad you got an appointment to start all the testing. You will feel better after. Its a good start on the TTC journey.
Northstar, I was the same way. I felt like I could finally breath when me and the dogs left my ex.
Lava, you hit the jackpot!!! Please try not to worry yourself to death. Like Skye said, you don't have to see the heartbeat just yet.
AFM, I'm just waiting to Ov. DH and I are going away to the mountain cabin this weekend so I'm excited about that.
I'm a little annoyed though. My MIL invited herself down the other night because SS was graduating from 5th grade. She brought SS's favorite cousin with her. Well after work yesterday I found out she decided to stay an extra night and little cousin slept the night with SS at DH's ex's house. I'm annoyed because this past weekend MIL and FIL were supposed to come down here to meet my parents (they hadn't met yet). MIL cancelled last minute because she said she was sick. Well yesterday MIL spent the whole day with DH's ex and her family.
It just makes me feel bad because she didn't come down to meet my parents but she came down here for a 20 minute ceremony that DH and I didn't even go to and then hangs out with DH's ex and her family the whole rest of the day. This is one of those examples where I don't rate as high as DH's ex because I didn't bear her a grandchild. I'm sorry for the whining but I had to get that off my chest. Its just another stab in the heart feeding my insecurities about not being able to have a baby. I guess DH's ex is more of a family member in her mind since she is the mother of her grandchild and I'm just her son's wife.