So now I am wondering how everyone else Christmas was?? Did you ladies all have a relaxing time, I bet Twinkle is in need of some rest since it sounded like she was going to be super busy. And HA - are you back home yet? If not, have a safe journey home xx
We're still at my parents' in Texas but today is our last day - we head out tomorrow for our two-day drive home. Up until yesterday, everything has been great - having LOTS of fun with our niece and nephew, visiting "old" friends, having a good time. I had a mini-meldown yesterday, though. I have PMS so I'm irritable anyway, and someone said something seemingly innocuous yesterday that set me off a little, so I had a good cry in private. But then last night we went out with friends, DH was the sober driver, and I took full advantage of that opportunity and got good and snockered last night!
I think it was just what I needed.
Drunk enough to be silly, but not drunk enough to be hungover today.
Do you ladies have anything nice planned for New years eve?? I have to admit we don't do much really, I used to go out when I was younger but now we tend to stay in and cook a nice meal etc etc, plus there are usually a lot of fireworks locally and the dogs get all anxious so it's nice to stay home. After today I am really looking forwards to the weekend and a bit of a rest xx
Nope, nothing at all - we'll be arriving at home late that evening. Typically all we do is have a few friends over and get drunk playing board games, or working a giant puzzle, something where we can just enjoy the conversation and the company.
(Wow, in two short paragraphs I sound like I get drunk all the time! I really don't, I promise!!) Even in our younger years, though, we never were the type to enjoy a big NYE party.
Am having a tearful day.. Baby 5 was due about now and Twiglet was the one both me and DH were most hopeful about... also saw an advert for the WSPCA on the TV and that set me off big time... hate to my soul the thought of animals being treated cruely and suffering. Never having love or freedom.....
Ooooo heavens here I go again...
quick pass the tissues girls....
One of my thoughts during yesterday's cry was, I wonder if this will
ever get any easier? I'm sorry you're having a hard time... it's a hard time of year all around....
I called my OB yesterday to get my results from my blood test last week. The nurse said it was low. 5.4 taken on the 20th day. Her words were "it doesn't appear you are ovulating". I lost it. Slumped in the floor and sobbed.
I am frustrated with the dr. I've explained that I BBT and have a monitor that clearly indicated that I ovulate but my LP is short. I figured they would be a little more proactive with my situation. Guess I'm wrong.
I'm on CD 27. I usually have a 28 day cycle but with the the emotions, meds and stress it will will prob be late this month only to devastate me when AF finally shows.
I feel like such a lab rat.
Thanks for letting me vent. I'm saying prayers for us all!!
JDonn, have you seen an RE yet, or just your OB? If you haven't seen an RE yet, I would recommend you do so now. An RE will definitely be proactive... plus, if you really aren't ovulating, REs are the experts, not OBs, and they're the ones you'll want treating you. I know it's easier said than done, but try not to get discouraged by this. If you are indeed not ovulating, that's truly one of the easiest issues to correct. And remember not to get upset with yourself for being upset - first off, feelings are something to have, not something to judge - they aren't good or bad, they just are. And secondly, Clomid could turn ice queen Martha Stewart into a blubbering puddle of goo - that sh*t really messes with your moods!
Take a deep breath, and know we're all here to help you through.
Foxybaby, when did you ovulate? The accuracy of an HPT really has nothing to do with what cycle day it is, it's based on how many dpo you are.... Good luck!