I hope you are with supportive people who can help you and DH through this. 
we are all here for you
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You need to take it easy girl
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Thanks for the reiki meditations for my follies
. I need all the positive energy I can get
. YOU rock!! LOL the fright nights scaring your eggies!!
I hope not!! I think cleansing can shift things in the body sometimes so you are probably right about it just being a few days late
. Thanks for par-taking of the wine for us!!
My RE says (if we have enough) he would transfer 3 but I dont know if Im comfortable with that (2 ok)
. But well see. Are they planning on doing anything re: progesterone levels? Ie. give you suppositories or something to use in TWW next time??
Want to conceive – I hope those cramps are a good sign….. I have gotten those quite a few times on 3-4 DPO and always wondered what was going on…. Could it be that the ovaries are just shrinking back to their normal size (in your case since you had IVF?) GOOD LUCK!! Wow Brazil is cheaper eh? Interesting…. Wow 4 embies transferred…
I'm not sure how much of a comfort it is to you, but most of us on this thread have been somewhere similar, so we are here for you no matter what you need. I cried for a solid week and refused to talk to anyone but my husband about it. Very dark days. Somewhere in there, I started to read things about m/c and read posts on BnB, and gradually began feeling better. I also found that the hormones in the midst of the m/c were contributing a lot, so I felt better when those diminished. Someone, and I think it was on this thread but I could be wrong, said something that I found helpful. They wrote that those of us 35+ may struggle to get a BFP, or we may struggle to get one to stick, but eventually almost all of us will get to hold a baby at the end of the journey. And even still there are always other options. But this is the trade-off for being more mature and more ready for a baby than those youngun's are. This was helpful for me to read, anyway. 
Most of it comes from our neighboring country yearly as they clear their plantations by burning. We also have forest fires during the hot/dry seasons which adds to the yucky stuff.
and mourn.... we are here for you when you are ready or need to vent or just need a
Want to conceive – I hope those cramps are a good sign….. I have gotten those quite a few times on 3-4 DPO and always wondered what was going on…. Could it be that the ovaries are just shrinking back to their normal size (in your case since you had IVF?) GOOD LUCK!! Wow Brazil is cheaper eh? Interesting…. Wow 4 embies transferred…
Hope the cramps are a good sign too. The nurses told me today I need to drink lots of water. They said I'm having these awful cramps because I'm not drinking enough. Gonna try to up it a bit on the water and see if it helps. I just had probably the worst cramp episode yet.
Brasil for us is cheaper. Both my DH and I are originally from here so we had places to stay(no hotel expenses) and I work for an airline company(so almost no flight expenses, boarding taxes only). The IVF here is about $6,000 dollars including meds. And we spent another $750 for Cryo for the embryos we didn't transfer. minimum food and other expenses. Ending up around $7,500 all together.
If we had done it in the states again it would have been another $12,000 minimum.
Dreading the 2 flights and 12hrs in the air tomorrow(Wednesday 12:55am really) to Thurday though. ugh.
Was thinking about tranfering 3 since our 1st IVF we transfered 2, but our Dr. said 4 would be better because of my age(39yo).
Good luck to you hun and lot's of baby dust!
Wow that is a HUGE price difference doing IVF in Brazil especially since you have place to stay and almost get the flights for free Good plan!! Did you have to work with your RE at home before hand to get your protocol going?
Many of us know all too well what it feels like & you cry all you want. It's a very heart-wrenching thing to go through. Please feel free to also vent to us - we can take it. 
& your way...
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