Hi Ladies,
Back from hols and it's lovely to be able to sit at a pc and type and not just on the netbook and iphone!
Anyway, thought I would update you all...
All has been going fine except for yesterday evening I had some brown spotting - almost slightly purple in colour. I only noticed it when I wiped: nothing on my underwear. Of course I was gutted to say the least. Managed to get some sleep and tested this morning. My IC gave me a however I still have a VERY faint line on my FRER. My spotting had increased but very mucousy. Creamy but with brown spotting in it. It's not even like a light af. So now I don't know what to think. I was so worried at work that it might be af on her way that I put a tampon in at about 9:30am (i didn't want to 'leak' on my work clothes!) but took it out an hour later and there was hardly anything on it.
I did however save my fmu and took it to work with me in a sealed container - weird I know! There is a small supermarket (Tesco Express) where I work so went and brought a 2pk of their own brand tests. Not sensitive ones. So when I went to the toilet at 9:30am I dipped it and got a faint line on that too? I have managed to get a picture of that - had to take the test apart but it's visible. I have taken a picture of the FRER but when you look at the picture, it just looks like a unless anyone can tweak pictures?
The spotting isn't so bad now, but if I do a cp check, I do notice it on my finger (tmi sorry!). I'm trying not to check my cp for the fear it might start a mc if I am actually pregnant.
I just don't know what to think. Part of me thinks I am preggers, part of thinks it's an early mc, part of me thinks all the tests are evaps.
I am still having on/off nausea, frequent urination, my appetitie has increased and sore boobs. Yesterday before i had the spotting, I was having pinching and pulling pains right behind my belly button. They didn't hurt, just slightly uncomfortable. I thought it could have been my uterus stretching. Today I have had a dull ache, in my lower abdo and don't know if it's af or pregnancy.
Arghhhhhhh!
I will test again in the morning but the truth be known, i'm so scared of seeing a
I know I need to stay positive and i'm trying. I suppose time will tell and I just need to see if the shows her ugly face on thursday.