I finished the baby hat the other day. First charity preemie/baby hat since the miscarriage.
Here it is!
https://www.facebook.com/photo.php?pid=31690315&l=aedcfc4dd4&id=1183143687
then I made another one! If you go to the next picture in the album, it should show you the other hat.
Congrats on the bfp's!
So sorry to hear of more losses.
i got my last friday, i thought i would update you ladies now that my lines are sooooooo dark
:wave: hi Megg!You can update me on the first page now!
Girls I am putting a call out for some PMA and words of encouragement.
I started having a little bit of brown spotting yesterday (it looks kind of like the gunk you get towards the end of your period, sorry if TMI). Of course with my history of two losses I immediately felt freaked. I am having some achiness too but I can't really tell if it is any different than the achiness I have been having since I found out I was pregnant. Luckily for me, my doc is open on Sunday. So I called this morning and doc said to come in.
Here's the good news: We saw a strong heartbeat at exactly 6 weeks. Here's the not so good news: My hcg didn't double in 72 hours. My hcg was 7862 and my progesterone was 24 on Thursday July 22 and today (July 25) hcg was 13377 and progesterone was 23. It has been at least doubling every 48 hours and now it didn't double in 72 hours.
Doc said anytime there is spotting there is a risk of threatened miscarriage but he was hopeful about the heartbeat. I go back Thursday, unless the spotting gets worse. I want to be excited about seeing the heartbeat but the spotting combined with the lack of doubling makes me consumed with worry. I am sick with anxiety. I'm trying hard to relax and think positive because I know how bad stress is for the baby. I think anyone else would think I am a neurotic nut but I know that you gals with losses can probably understand my panic.
I finished the baby hat the other day. First charity preemie/baby hat since the miscarriage.
Here it is!
https://www.facebook.com/photo.php?pid=31690315&l=aedcfc4dd4&id=1183143687
then I made another one! If you go to the next picture in the album, it should show you the other hat.
I got my 26th July 2010
Thank you!
Girls I am putting a call out for some PMA and words of encouragement.
I started having a little bit of brown spotting yesterday (it looks kind of like the gunk you get towards the end of your period, sorry if TMI). Of course with my history of two losses I immediately felt freaked. I am having some achiness too but I can't really tell if it is any different than the achiness I have been having since I found out I was pregnant. Luckily for me, my doc is open on Sunday. So I called this morning and doc said to come in.
Here's the good news: We saw a strong heartbeat at exactly 6 weeks. Here's the not so good news: My hcg didn't double in 72 hours. My hcg was 7862 and my progesterone was 24 on Thursday July 22 and today (July 25) hcg was 13377 and progesterone was 23. It has been at least doubling every 48 hours and now it didn't double in 72 hours.
Doc said anytime there is spotting there is a risk of threatened miscarriage but he was hopeful about the heartbeat. I go back Thursday, unless the spotting gets worse. I want to be excited about seeing the heartbeat but the spotting combined with the lack of doubling makes me consumed with worry. I am sick with anxiety. I'm trying hard to relax and think positive because I know how bad stress is for the baby. I think anyone else would think I am a neurotic nut but I know that you gals with losses can probably understand my panic.
Hi girls,
i have been to the doctor and am starting clomid 100mg today. So hopefully i should ovulate in about 11 ro 14 days. I'm so excited i can't wait.
Congrats to the new BFP and to the new losses
I finished the baby hat the other day. First charity preemie/baby hat since the miscarriage.
Here it is!
https://www.facebook.com/photo.php?pid=31690315&l=aedcfc4dd4&id=1183143687
then I made another one! If you go to the next picture in the album, it should show you the other hat.
I got my 26th July 2010
Thank you!
If you feel mentally ready, don't wait! Just maybe don't stress about whether or not it happens this cycle. Relax this month and see what happens. If nothing, so be it. If you're preggo at the end of it, I'm sure you'd be happier being preggo in Paris than drinking vino in Paris! LOL So, win/win!
HI, I just had a miscarriage on sunday...Its baby no four so I am lucky that I have 3 fab Girls but really want one more bubba...I saw the Heartbeat last week so feel knid of cheated...I am going striaght to trying and wont stop till I am pregnant again..Only postitve thoughts..!!!Any way fingers crossed for us all...x
HI, I just had a miscarriage on sunday...Its baby no four so I am lucky that I have 3 fab Girls but really want one more bubba...I saw the Heartbeat last week so feel knid of cheated...I am going striaght to trying and wont stop till I am pregnant again..Only postitve thoughts..!!!Any way fingers crossed for us all...x
If you feel mentally ready, don't wait! Just maybe don't stress about whether or not it happens this cycle. Relax this month and see what happens. If nothing, so be it. If you're preggo at the end of it, I'm sure you'd be happier being preggo in Paris than drinking vino in Paris! LOL So, win/win!
That's just it... I don't know if I am ready. If I were really ready, would I be even questioning timing? I think part of my delay is all in my mind as I have psyched myself up to thinking it will happen first try (which I know is so unrealistic). Then when it doesn't am I prepared for the emotional tail spin? Who knew having a mc would be so hard. I just don't know what to do. What has your experience been?
(Oh, and the wine was sort of a joke... I am more worried about being sick. IF I were to get pregnant this cycle it would put me at 6 1/2-7 wks while in Paris... I could have real bad morning sickness... I am more worried about that.)
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In my experience... I've never considered waiting... not even for a single cycle. But, that's me. I've already lost my dream of having my 2 kids before I turn 30. I can't even give birth to 1 child before 30 now. That breaks my heart every day. I mourn the loss of that dream more than anything, because the circumstances of my losses made the pregnancies themselves very difficult for me to mourn. However, I can't bear the thought of voluntarily waiting any longer. I always think to myself... "But, what if this is the cycle that would result in a healthy pregnancy? What if I miss it? What if its my only chance?" I'm crying just typing it out... because I truly feel that way... every single time. I remember almost ditching the cycle when I got pregnant last time because of bad timing... but I couldn't because I thought "what if this is the one"... and it was... sort of. I've had all the joys of early pregnancy ripped away from me. I'll never be able to enjoy a BFP. I'm constantly just trying my damnedest to put myself even a millimeter closer to an ultrasound with a heartbeat! And, I know it can still go wrong... but I've never even gotten that far. My losses have sort of traumatized me. I can't even get to the table for my ultrasound without sobbing uncontrollably. But, I refuse to give up... I refuse to give in. Being a complete control freak... I can't let a single opportunity pass me by.