She told me I could update in here... but I wasn't home. For those who don't want to track it down, Amos' (Amy's) scan was moved up to this morning and there was no heartbeat. She was immediately taken for pre-op stuff. She's home now though.
I couldn't have posted earlier anyway, because I was too shocked to know what to say. That's why I removed the post about when her scan was supposed to be and stuff. Gutted isn't even the word...
She told me I could update in here... but I wasn't home. For those who don't want to track it down, Amos' (Amy's) scan was moved up to this morning and there was no heartbeat. She was immediately taken for pre-op stuff. She's home now though.
I couldn't have posted earlier anyway, because I was too shocked to know what to say. That's why I removed the post about when her scan was supposed to be and stuff. Gutted isn't even the word...
I know. I was so upset for her when I read it I actually felt sick. In fact I don't even think I am in the mood for internet chatting anymore. I think I will go to bed.
I wish there was something I could do for her.
Amos.... I do not know exactly how you feel because you will process things differently then I did..... I do know the confusion and anger though as I recently lost mine after hearing the heartbeat for a second time..... I am still trying to make sense of it all and yet somewhere deep inside I know I will never truly understand! I am here for you if you need to talk, PM me and I will give you my phone number.
Megg - did they take her for surgery right away????? God no....are you guys sure??? Like 100% sure??? Could they have made a mistake????? God...Im not sad so much as incredibly angry!!!!!!!!!! WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY???????????????????????? It's not fair!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Amos, sweetie... I have no idea what you're feeling... but 'numb' was the only way to describe how I felt when I read it. So, maybe I have a 1% understanding of it. I wish more than anything in the world that I could at least give you a real hug right now. If you asked, I would leave now just to do it. Please know that I'm here for ANYTHING you could possibly need, Sis. I can't stop crying for you.
Megg - did they take her for surgery right away????? God no....are you guys sure??? Like 100% sure??? Could they have made a mistake????? God...Im not sad so much as incredibly angry!!!!!!!!!! WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY???????????????????????? It's not fair!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hey V- no, I'm still here. The surgery is scheduled for tomorrow morning. And your last sentence spells it out.....WHY
Amos.... I do not know exactly how you feel because you will process things differently then I did..... I do know the confusion and anger though as I recently lost mine after hearing the heartbeat for a second time..... I am still trying to make sense of it all and yet somewhere deep inside I know I will never truly understand! I am here for you if you need to talk, PM me and I will give you my phone number.
Thanks. I'm so sorry for your loss. I wasn't even as far along as you, so I can't imagine what you went through
Amos, sweetie... I have no idea what you're feeling... but 'numb' was the only way to describe how I felt when I read it. So, maybe I have a 1% understanding of it. I wish more than anything in the world that I could at least give you a real hug right now. If you asked, I would leave now just to do it. Please know that I'm here for ANYTHING you could possibly need, Sis. I can't stop crying for you.
Thanks Sis. Just when I think I am done crying I read a sweet post from you ladies.
And how's this for a kick in the balls? I am so nauseas right now....damn body.