littlebabyno4
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Hi can I join too. had a m/c august 2nd 2010. this was my first m/c, have my good days and bad days. this thread is great i don't feel so alone now.
HA HA HA he's a kiwi bird. It's sort of the national bird of New Zealand. they are very, very cute in reality but the poor things are flightless. Even though lots of money is spent on programs to help them out, they are forever screwed. These programs keep re -locating them to different remote regions (away from people that have dogs and cats) and I'm pretty sure that you guy's hit the nail on the head - lost and confused and freaked out! ya, and your right CJ. he does look pre-historic 'cus these birds are left overs from an age of flightless birds. If they lived anywhere else in the world, they would have become extinct a long time ago. Okay that's my 'geek -off' N.Z. bird lesson of the day. SEE?
Hi can I join too. had a m/c august 2nd 2010. this was my first m/c, have my good days and bad days. this thread is great i don't feel so alone now.
CJ,
So sorry for your losses I too have 6+ losses. I also have sisters that have children but definetly should not it is a very tough situation. I just keep telling myself when it does happen I will be the best mommy ever and make sure that I am nothing like they are. For now I just try and give my nieces and nephews as much luv as I can.
Thanks everyone...it's amazing how much love and support I have from you ladies. I am just numb...I really thought this was my forever baby. I feel like someone has pulled my heart out and ripped it into pieces. It's amazing how different it feels losing a baby when you've heard the heartbeat. Not that I didn't grieve over the ones I lost early, but it just feels so much worse now. I can't even describe it, but you ladies know exactly how I feel.
Amos, sweetie... I have no idea what you're feeling... but 'numb' was the only way to describe how I felt when I read it. So, maybe I have a 1% understanding of it. I wish more than anything in the world that I could at least give you a real hug right now. If you asked, I would leave now just to do it. Please know that I'm here for ANYTHING you could possibly need, Sis. I can't stop crying for you.
Thanks Sis. Just when I think I am done crying I read a sweet post from you ladies.
And how's this for a kick in the balls? I am so nauseas right now....damn body.
Our bodies dont realize we have suffered a loss sometimes even after its all over. For 10 days after I delivered I was secreting milk.
Thanks everyone...it's amazing how much love and support I have from you ladies. I am just numb...I really thought this was my forever baby. I feel like someone has pulled my heart out and ripped it into pieces. It's amazing how different it feels losing a baby when you've heard the heartbeat. Not that I didn't grieve over the ones I lost early, but it just feels so much worse now. I can't even describe it, but you ladies know exactly how I feel.
Amos, I just read the news and my heart is broken for you.
I lost my baby last week (I was almost 9 weeks but baby measured 6 weeks, 3 days and no heartbeat) and had the D&C last Friday.
You have been through this devastation so many times and it is so unfair. Please know I am thinking about you and wish you much love and luck for your surgery tomorrow. xoxoxox
I'm so sorry hun. I had no idea. It's just not fair. I think if I do get pregnant again I will start drinking, smoking and doing drugs. Seems to work out ok for those people.
I really don't have any answers either. The only testing I haven't had done is genetic testing and that is because it is so expensive over here and is not covered by my insurance. The only thing I have "wrong" with me, and they really don't look at it as being "wrong" is I am homozygous for MTHFR. Which is just basically a clotting thing. But I was on aspirin this pregnancy and it didn't seem to matter. Plus, I don't think a clotting factor would have even let me grow a pregnancy this far if that was the problem. Could be wrong though...
CJ,
So sorry for your losses I too have 6+ losses. I also have sisters that have children but definetly should not it is a very tough situation. I just keep telling myself when it does happen I will be the best mommy ever and make sure that I am nothing like they are. For now I just try and give my nieces and nephews as much luv as I can.
Puppymom, I just read some of your journal and wanted to pop in and give you a hug