Hi everyone. I wasn't sure if I would come back, but then I started thinking how rude of me to just drop off the face of the earth with no explanation. I have been reading some posts off and on since my last loss, and it was just too painful. (the losses AND the bfp's) I didn't think I was in the right frame of mind to comment on ANYTHING. So, now almost 2 weeks after my D&C I have finally made a decision to try ONE MORE TIME for my forever baby. I wasn't sure if I could handle another heartbreak, but I have to try once more, this time making sure I am on either heparin or lovenox. That will be my only hope I think- if it doesn't work then, well, it's obviously something wrong my eggs. I am going to have a hysteroscopy done before we try again just to make sure there is nothing abnormal or weird going on in my uterus. Where the baby implanted last time was unusual so he wants to check that out. Anyway- sorry I abandoned you ladies for a while. I hope you can forgive me.
Dietra- I am gutted for you. I'm sorry I haven't been around to check on you.
Jen- how exciting that you got to hear a heartbeat- it's amazing isn't it??
Sis- thanks for keeping my spirits up when you've been going through your own journey.
Padbrat- I miss you too sassy girl. I will be around for a little while longer it looks like.
Congratulations to all the BFP's I have missed and
for the losses I have missed as well.