Megg33k
Going with the flow!
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Aww! Thank you! I didn't mean to make you cry! Especially at work! Sorry! LOL
I'm glad its what you needed to hear. Its what I tell myself every friggin' day! Some times I can't look at myself in the mirror without saying (out loud sometimes) those things. I have to remember that the best things are rarely easy. And, I never expected to be where I am right now. I never wanted to do what I'm doing. But, its the means to an end... and that end is all that matters to me anymore. So, whatever it takes is what I'll do! Screw my expectations and limitations and all that stupidity that I placed on myself. My only expectation now is to do whatever I have to in order to become a mother. So, that's that. Doing what I have to do right now! Shots at 7am... Birth control that makes me a monster... Soon I'll doing 3 shots a day. I HATE needles. But, I do it. I never skip a dose. I never even dream of giving up. Whatever you're going through, just keep doing it.
I'm glad its what you needed to hear. Its what I tell myself every friggin' day! Some times I can't look at myself in the mirror without saying (out loud sometimes) those things. I have to remember that the best things are rarely easy. And, I never expected to be where I am right now. I never wanted to do what I'm doing. But, its the means to an end... and that end is all that matters to me anymore. So, whatever it takes is what I'll do! Screw my expectations and limitations and all that stupidity that I placed on myself. My only expectation now is to do whatever I have to in order to become a mother. So, that's that. Doing what I have to do right now! Shots at 7am... Birth control that makes me a monster... Soon I'll doing 3 shots a day. I HATE needles. But, I do it. I never skip a dose. I never even dream of giving up. Whatever you're going through, just keep doing it.