Michelle78
Mom of Twin Girls
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I have my days when I am frustrated about having to wait until late June/early July to TTC again. I notice my frustration is at its highest when I am around other people who are pregnant. I have several co-workers who are pregnant, and some days I just find it very difficult to be around them. I really am happy for them, but sometimes it takes all the effort I can manage to be able to smile and be polite when they talk about their pregnancies.
My DH is pretty good about bringing me back to a calm place when I get too worked up. I think that's why he suggested a vacation in late May so that would take my mind off of it a little. With the way it worked out, I should get AF again while on vacation, so I wouldn't be able to have another IUI, even if my doctor was OK with it, until the cycle that should start at the end of June/early July. Although, I will say that DH and I will probably not do anything to prevent getting pregnant while on vacation. If I managed to get pregnant on my own despite my PCOS, I would just take that as a sign it was meant to be!
When I think back to how completely devastated I was in March, I know that things have gotten better. Even though not a day goes by when I don't miss my baby, I know that I am in a better place now than I was even a few weeks ago, and I have to believe that will continue.
I'm so glad that I found you ladies.
No one else I know has ever experienced anything like this, so as hard as they try, they just don't understand what I am feeling. Hopefully in July we will all have sticky beans and we can be bump buddies!
My DH is pretty good about bringing me back to a calm place when I get too worked up. I think that's why he suggested a vacation in late May so that would take my mind off of it a little. With the way it worked out, I should get AF again while on vacation, so I wouldn't be able to have another IUI, even if my doctor was OK with it, until the cycle that should start at the end of June/early July. Although, I will say that DH and I will probably not do anything to prevent getting pregnant while on vacation. If I managed to get pregnant on my own despite my PCOS, I would just take that as a sign it was meant to be!
When I think back to how completely devastated I was in March, I know that things have gotten better. Even though not a day goes by when I don't miss my baby, I know that I am in a better place now than I was even a few weeks ago, and I have to believe that will continue.
I'm so glad that I found you ladies.
No one else I know has ever experienced anything like this, so as hard as they try, they just don't understand what I am feeling. Hopefully in July we will all have sticky beans and we can be bump buddies!
I think it was like 5 weeks before I was at 0 again. But after that, I just kept busy with the holidays and all the travel plans and buying presents for family. So I think that was probably the thing that made waiting easier -- just making myself so busy that I couldn't think about it. As soon as January started, I was back to that mindset. I have two friends from church that were actually getting their BFPs as I was miscarrying. It's hard to be around them. I'm happy for them, definitely, and I know that they're both so excited. But for them, pregnancy is a main point of conversation and it hurts to be around that.
you ladies!
I'll have to play the piano for the chapel service so I'm more nervous about that than noticing all the ladies who have their bumps. I think being busy does a lot for the blues. Sounds like your DH is very supportive and wants to help you get through the day the best way possible!
Back on cycle!!!
