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[cckarting]

when you expecting af?? i hope you o'd early and have a bun getting into your oven

 

[momwannabe81]

Af is due Tuesday if I did O early it could be earlier then that. I doubt I have any bun in the oven but it be nice. I hope I am but won't be disappointed as kind of figured. Plus have been taking ibuprofen and dyed my hair today which both are big no nos when preggo. But hey u never know. Always hope its when it shouldn't it does.
How are u feeling. My bbs are bigger and hurting which is normal around this time.

 

[cckarting]

you can dye you hair! it use to be bad, but not anymore. you can go to a salon every month and get if done if you choose. at lease we can both start fresh next month

 

[momwannabe81]

yep i know u can but still don't suggest it, but i'm not to worried as there are crack heads and drunks that get knocked up, so i know i'm am in a lot of better health then they are. I'm wondering if i should go ahead and see if i can get another Clomid dose, since the infertility clinic hasn't called me.......glad it's not a life or death situation lol......
Do u feel like ur Oving since it's cd 16. Hope u do soon so we can be close in cycles still.
I'm 10 dpo and dont feel any different, jus ttired but i've been up since 5 and working a double shift and have to go back at 830 for my second shift

 

[cckarting]

well that doesn't sound good! that's a lot of work, i would be tired too. well i looked at today is cd 19, still have no idea if i O'd or not. I thought I might have, i was feeling very wet and did an opk but it was neg, so i haven't worried about it since. i don't even know if i'm going to O this cycle without the clomid. I'm really crampy today so i dont know what that means either lol! I would go ahead and call the clinic and get more clomid to be prepared and ready for next cycle, hopefully you won't need it though.....

 

[momwannabe81]

Yeah i probably will but they want me to call them only when af gets here, she is due Tuesday so will call then and see if they still give it to me. Kind of just waiting it out so can let donor know so we can set dates. Hope he has good swimmers and it just takes one time, he's had helped 20 ppl and knows of 7 the others were no conceive or he never found out if it worked.
I hope u O, maybe u just missed the surge with the opk and u did. When is the earliest that af is suppose to be here

 

[cckarting]

So for an update, remember i was feeling really crampy yesterday so i decided to do an opk and it was neg but really dark. so i didn't drink anything held my pee and tried again in 3-4 hrs and it was pos! I got my smiley now fx for a bfp! so i would guess i would be expecting af around the 30th??

 

[momwannabe81]

Awesome. Did u get pos today or yesterday? Hope u catch the egg. I on the other hand think af is coming. Have broken out as I usually do. Bbs don't hurt and stomach upset here and there which I usually get before af. Well today my bff tells me she's been spotting when her period ended last week. Feeing sick and emotional.....well I think she might be pregnant. If she is I hope she keeps it. She has one son but was pregnant again a few years later and they decided to stop the pregnancy. I'm not over it yet and will always remember. I had a really hard time talking to her when she did it. I felt bad for not being there for her. But idk if I could Deal with it again. I love her to pieces but I don't agree with abortion unless for health reasons or rape cases....they don't need another child as their relationship is rough and it would only cause more problems. But he won't use a condom and he won't take her to get the pill (she would take it). He's an ass but yet can be kind. Just weird lol

 

[cckarting]

she can get the pill on her own! lol i hope she's not pregnant too. I got the pos last night and it's neg today so i'm hoping that I O'd last night as we bd'ed the last two nights in a row. i hope af isn't coming for you!

 

[momwannabe81]

hope she doesn't but more then likely. So today u would be 1dpo. Does FF give u Ch or anything?
Well she took a test and was bfn but it was afternoon/evening pee so told her to do it again in the morning. I hope she isn't but i will be happy if she is. It might hurt but she's a good friend. She can get the pill now before she couldn't drive. He's in the army and they live an hour from the base in Alaska where it ices. She's a newbie driver lol

 

[Stelly]

Oh I really hope she doesn't... that's rather awful :/ but I guess I'm quite emotionally biased since trying so hard to have a baby, I can't imagine ever ending a pregnancy.... and I live in Alaska too, in Wasilla (I think we talked about this, your friend lives in the same town!) there is no reason not to be able to get the pill if she wanted it! Hell I would have drivin her lol. There is a walgreens right in the middle of town!

Hope you ladies get your BFP soon! Most definitely deserve it!!

 

[cckarting]

I dunno i think i'm 2dpo??? i have no idea really lol. like i said i was cramping sunday and felt bloated when i got my pos opk but i felt fine monday, so maybe i O'd sunday night?? either way i'm 1-2dpo and feeling fine! so what's up with you, anything new? i see you have some symptoms today

 

[cckarting]

hey stelly! how's it been going?

 

[momwannabe81]

Well af not here yet but if i Oed on cd 15 then she would be due tomorrow. I feel cold today but it could be the house too (it stays cool all day) it's 74*f right now outside and since i havent been temping i have no clue but usually it drops the day before so maybe that's why i'm cold.
Well it's not that she can't get them at the pharmacy it's something to do with the health insurance (coast guard) and they have been pickier of who u can cannot see. She got a bfn and she went to the Dr today and got meds as she has some flu like virus right now. She has mentioned me about mid cycle bleeding so i'm guessing she might be Oing or did that's y the blood. She said it was much redder this time so got her worried (hint taking the test) Anyways they are transferring base next month so she will go to the Dr there. They are moving to Homer,Alaska (thats what it sounds like lol)
I was in good mood but saw a post of a friend who referred to her baby as son (she's pregnant and just found out about the sex a few weeks ago) and this is the first post that she referred to it as son and it kind of made me sad. I mean i'm happy for her as her husband is a dear friend and always thought of him as a baby brother and can't be prouder. But i just wish it was me, i always think that it will never happen. Someone made the comment that maybe i'm just not meant to be but i told them that's not going to stop me from trying but i just sometimes feel like just giving up.

 

[cckarting]

don't give up! i know how you feel about feeling hurt about others getting pregnant.....there have been 3 or so announcements on fb last week, and i know like six other people due by the end of the summer. I'm hoping it's the end for the both of us and you get your bfp this month!

 

[momwannabe81]

Well I didn't as expected af showed just now. Cramps are trying to start and lots of pink cm when I went to the restroom just now and tad bit on the pad. Oh well kind of expected it. Donation was way to early. Not that it make a difference as I've gotten on or before O and still bfn. Who knows maybe u really am meant not to get pregnant... I'm still going to try but I just don't know how much longer I can last. I was thinking about asking for Clomid but can't financially as payday isn't till Monday and it would be to late by then.

 

[cckarting]

I'm sorry! you are ment to get pregnant, it's just when is the question! don't give up yet, and you don't need the clomid your O'ing on your own. maybe all you need is a new donor and you'll get pregnant straight away!!!

 

[momwannabe81]

I am so hoping for it. Went by old donors place and he's willing to donate again. I didn't tell him about the new one cause I rather get it from both and not know who the biological father is. Weird but it make me feel more comfortable this way. But I know it will happen just wish it just happen. I don't want to get my hopes up but at the same time I hope to get my bfp on the first shot with donor. Just need to save gas money so when the time comes I won't have that issue. I'm letting him know that today is cd 1 hope I can find someone to go with me(don't wanna go alone) I will meet him in a public place but still for support I need someone.

 

[cckarting]

yea i would agree it's best to take someone with you! i wouldn't go alone. how far do you have to drive? oh my i'm feeling so tired today, ugh. not much else going on still feeling crampy hoping it goes away soon, it's starting to get annoying. getting excited to start my clomid for next cycle! i have my clomid all ready picked it up accidentally last week when i had to get my other prescription and they had them together.

 

[momwannabe81]

Lol well got that out of the way. Sorry about the cramping I'm sure it will go away. It usually last a few days. Take something if it hurts. I txt him this morning and the most I would have to drive is 2 hrs one way he's willing to do it at his job if I can't meet him when he's off. He works at a casino so even if I went alone there are plenty of cams if something would happen. I can't wait just not looking forward to the drive.