Sorry for copying this.. but here is the story of what happened and pictures of my beautiful little fighter...
I had to deliver the baby on Wednesday by c-section. I definitely had Pre-eclampsia and got critically ill (including a drop in my oxygen level that they couldn't get to come up, it was so bad that they were concerned at one point that it may have been a blood clot, they did a CT scan and it was not.)
Emily had turned breech (little stinker) so between that and my critical health they opted to deliver her by c-section. She arrived at 12:40pm on Wednesday 1/23/13 and was 5 lb 13oz and 19 inches long at birth. She was born at exactly 34 weeks. She is in the NICU but, so far, is doing really well. My health has improved drastically since she was delivered but I am an emotional wreck. My husband asked my nurse last night to put in a consult with a social worker for me to talk to, which I am hoping helps. I am also considering seeing a therapist when I go home to help me cope with all the guilt/fear/emotions of Emily being a preemie and, still, the miscarriage.
I didn't even get to see Emily (other than for a split second after she was delivered) for over 24 hours, which was so hard but my husband spent time with her and brought me lots of pictures and videos. I've now been to see her twice and even got to attempt to breast feed her last night. I am still in the hospital and will be here through tomorrow night or Sunday. I am weak and in a lot of pain but otherwise doing well. My sister is flying in from across the country to be with me tomorrow- Thursday which is going to be good as this has been really hard (for both DH and I... at least I only had to worry about losing her, at a few points along the way he was terrified of losing us both.)
Here she is, my beautiful prize fighter (that is what I am calling my strong preemie.)
(I am assuming that is you in the picture). I hope talking to someone helps, I know all the emotions from having a "normal" birth experience, I can't imagine what it is like for you. Just know we are all here for support. Have they said how long Emily will be in the NICU?
Sleep training is to get miss melina used to naps & nights in her crib which we've now done, working on a better schedule where she's not up fighting sleep all day cuz she wants to play & be curious 
My fulltime position doesn't kick in until a week from tmrw. Sooo i won't be eligible until then to even sign up for insurance. I think it may take a bit to register, but idk. I'm going to talk to someone from work about it because i want that ASAP! I don't have a gyno... i need to look around for one i'd like that will accept my insurance. I have no idea what to do first! I guess once i tell the gyno my story they'll know what to do next. I'm excited but nervous at the same time.
