Lisa, CONGRATS!!! Baby Nicholas is here!!! Sorry your labor was so long/dreadful, but glad you are both okay.
Emma, 2nd Tri and a beautiful scan pic! Congrats!!!
Rach, so sorry I was feeling so good for you as I was reading, stupid AF!
AFM, hope you are all doing well. I am not sure when I last updated but Emily was released from the NICU on Tuesday and is home now. It is so nice having her home, but also nerve wracking. I am most afraid of her having another apnea episode now that she if off the monitors and that I won't know. I am also worried about her eating enough/gaining and her in general. She went to her pediatrician on Thursday and had gained since being discharged so she said we could change her feeding schedule around and she is now exclusively breastfeeding, sometimes on my schedule (She still rarely wakes up) and sometimes on demand. There is the rare time she gets a bottle of expressed breast milk if she has a really poor feeding, but we are off formula and the supplemental bottle of breast milk at each feed. I am terrified she isn't getting enough/gaining but we go back to her Dr tomorrow to check her weight. Hopefully it will be up, if not we will just have to change things up again.
I am exhausted and so emotional. I am not sure how much of the emotion is "normal" post-pregnancy hormones/exhaustion/etc, how much of it is coming from everything we've been through... I do worry that it might be/turn into Post Partum Depression and I am not sure how I would even differentiate that from just having a ton of emotions about all we've been through. It is going to take this Mama a long long time to recover from watching her baby stop breathing and turning blue.
I am still having issues with my blood pressure as well. It was pretty good at my one week follow up but at my 2 week it was really high. They had to do bloodwork/check my urine because they are concerned about me developing preeclampsia again. I guess that it is rare to redevelop it post-delivery but that it can happen. Luckily my bloodwork/urine were okay but my BP, at a follow-up the next day, was still high. They have increased my meds and told me to be vigilant about watching for signs of Pre-e and to call immediately if I notice any. I have another follow up with them on Thursday and am hoping the increase in medication will have done the trick. I just want to be healthy/okay/my body to be back to "normal."
Here are two more pictures of Emily... the one with the bunny is from last Wednesday, when she turned two weeks old. The other is from a few days ago.