I wrote Mesina and this is what she said:
The reading is interesting, as I do not sense issues that surround fertility at this point, but rather divine timing. While I am aware that your fertility is being affected in some way or form – it is almost a sense in the reading that it is merely to slow things down, not to stop it altogether. I can see so much energy going into this baby to come, that there is a lot of emotion and love that begins the intention, so this child is coming from the most pure space. On the other hand, I sense fear and unease – partly with the child’s soul that he is nervous and partly within you that your womb is carrying some trauma from a previous experience. I know that emotionally you have tried to heal your body, yet I feel some residual energy resting there almost creating a slight blockage within the body.
My feelings are that perhaps you need to cleanse and rebalance your body’s energy. I feel that you could do this yourself, through meditation practises and also some chakra rebalancing to release the emotions that are pent up within and create a deeper flow in the womb. I sense that as the summer progresses, so shall the likelihood that this pregnancy will come – yet the timing seems to be non fixed with you, something that is not always typical. I do believe that your son will arrive here, so to see you pregnant up ahead is not a struggle at all. This child is very destined into your life and I believe that between the nerves and residual energy the timing just hasn’t found itself coming together to bring the pregnancy forward.
August is still a hugely significant month for this boy, the strength of that month is important. I also feel that you should not worry about losing this pregnancy, that there is nothing in the energy or reading that all would be lost, especially if you continue to encourage him on his journey while you are pregnant – this is very important. In a way I believe that your own fears and worries have been difficult and there has been, in the past, some blockages created from that. Yet now I sense that you are further away from those emotions, the rest is just stored memories in a way in what your body has endured. Trust the timing, I know that things have been tough waiting and hoping for this baby – yet I also know that life has a habit of putting things in our path just when we need them most.
Try the chakra rebalancing – this can be done yourself with some cheaply obtained stones and meditation. If you are comfortable this could help release some of that blockage. The rest is up to him and I feel that you need to turn to the coming months ahead for more signs of his arrival – I believe he will do his best to try and come again.
Also your partner feels to have been through a bit of a struggle in some way – perhaps he needs a little down time, even if only each night to relax. I believe this would help his fertility in some way, as I feel he has a tense energy.
These timings are never always fixed in place, but where we are on our journey. I hope that you and your partner find some relief in the pregnancy by conceiving, but please above all don’t give up hope. I sense that your determination will take you very far.
Good luck!
Blessings,
Mesina
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but that occasionally happens for me anyway so I am not sure I can really call that a symptom. I have still been a little watery down there but its been mixed with progesterone the last couple days so I am not sure now if its the same as I had over the weekend or just the progesterone.
please do buy your thermometer. Can you run to the store tonight? Don't open it and if you end up not needing it this month you can always return it!!!
DH has helped a lot but it still needs a good cleaning!
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