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[Gohan3117]

I'm going to see an RE on the 13th of October. I have already taken three days of Provera and I stopped. He's going to fax over my blood work to them. He doesn't think it's simple fix but he's not willing for me to wait a year. He gave me a referral in July but I never used it. I was sure we'd be pregnant by now since we are young.

Gohan- is it bothering him that you don't want to have sex? He just have to deal with it. I'm sorry but your health is priority. Last night I told MH I wasn't in the mood.

It is bothering him very much. He's getting angry about it, but I don't know what to do. I can't force myself to have sex, it'll bring back too many terrifying memories of abuse. He doesn't understand. I just feel awful.

 

[Excited2See]

I'm going to see an RE on the 13th of October. I have already taken three days of Provera and I stopped. He's going to fax over my blood work to them. He doesn't think it's simple fix but he's not willing for me to wait a year. He gave me a referral in July but I never used it. I was sure we'd be pregnant by now since we are young.

Gohan- is it bothering him that you don't want to have sex? He just have to deal with it. I'm sorry but your health is priority. Last night I told MH I wasn't in the mood.

It is bothering him very much. He's getting angry about it, but I don't know what to do. I can't force myself to have sex, it'll bring back too many terrifying memories of abuse. He doesn't understand. I just feel awful.

I would think that as a previous sexual assault victim he would be more understanding. Sex isn't the have all of your marriage. I'm so sad to hear that.

 

[Gohan3117]

Hey ladies. DH and I were able to DTD today, I was finally able to break out of whatever it was I was in.

But I'm going to rant for a few minutes. Sorry about this:

So, Miss Chi's breeder texted me today and said she is ready to be adopted. We set up a time tomorrow for us to come pick her up, which I was so excited about. But a few hours later, she texts me back and says some people are coming earlier in the day tomorrow to pick a couple kittens out and asked it we could come in the morning instead. So, now I've got to wake up in 5 hours to leave and buy her litter box and food super early so we can get her before the other people get there. I'm super pissed off. We are paying more for her because we were promised to have first pick of the litter, but now this!? I'm so angry I could cry and scream. We have to go to the laundromat tomorrow and we were going to go shopping after and get Chi after that. I feel like she totally broke the promise she made and I'm super nervous. I don't want the woman to give Chi away. I feel lied to and stabbed in the back. I'm sick to my stomach. I can't go through another fall-through. Ughh. I just want Chi to come home...is that too much to ask?

Anyway...I'm gonna go attempt to sleep. Sorry about the rant.

 

[wishingforbub]

Hi ladies

Just a quick update. ..
Our baby girl arrived yesterday the 27/09/2014 weighing 3.33kg and 52cm long she couldn't wait for the scheduled section day of tomorrow. She is perfect and we are so in love. We have named her Mali ( pronounced mally ) after her beautiful grandmother.

Will be in touch again soon. Xx.

 

[Gohan3117]

OMG! So happy for you wishing! Post pics when you can!

We got Chi today! We are one blessed set of kitty parents! Will post pics later!

 

[Mrs. Vet]

Congrats wishing!!!

Just checking in, not sure if I'll stick around really that much for now..

We are not really ttc anymore now. I am no longer in law school and am now looking for a job. We found a nice house that is affordable to rent and close to DH's work so we are moving in at the end of october. We are getting the keys tomorrow and with DH's crazy work hours the move will be mostly on me to organize..

I will keep checking in every few weeks but won't have much to say about our ttc journey. We might start actively trying again in a few months after all this craziness is over.

I am wondering though if I had a chemical pregnancy this cycle, DH has been asking about that as I had pretty bad morning sickness/dizzyness for a few days, my AF is insane this time and my hormones are all over the place. I am on CD 3 now and still feel awful in the morning, DH wants me to test as he thinks if I was pregnant it might still show up, I don't think I was and it's just a weird cycle or the stress with moving and job hunting and if i was I am not sure that I want to know, what good would it do except for giving us heartbreak?

Ok, I'm totally rambling.. anyway, I hope you are all well and I have been wondering how everyone is doing! I might not have internet connection beside my phone for a bit after we move unless a miracle happens and the provider actually manages to move our account with no issues this time around (would be the first time ever LOL).

 

[Excited2See]

Congrats

 

[wannabemamaz]

congrats wishing!!! your little princess is absolutely beautiful!! enjoy these special moments.. so happy for you.

yay, elena!! i saw the miss chi pics on FB. she is adorable!! enjoy your new bundle as well!!

mrs vet.. it's great to hear from you. it sounds like maybe you did have a chemical. hoping you start feeling better soon... hang in there girl. enjoy your new house and this new change in your life since you stopped school. i hope you and DH can spend some special time together adjusting. take as much time as you need. we will be here and ready for you once you are TTC again. love to you!

yesterday was a rough day for me. i literally did not move off the couch all day except to get food/drinks/to pee. it was a rough one. felt so horribly sick and miserable. at work today so hoping to have a better day today. saturday night i went to my sisters house and she had packed up all her maternity clothes for me! everything sure is getting tight/uncomfortable. i have a definite bump.. which is crazy for only 9.5 weeks.. but i am enjoying it! can't wait to be 10 weeks this thursday and out of the single digits! yippeeee!!

hope you all have a great monday.

 

[Gohan3117]

I've finally found some time to upload some pictures of our little Chibi.

Miss Chi Bijon Samuelsen (a.k.a Chibi) came home to us on Sunday, September 28th, 2014. She is somewhere between 5-6 weeks old. She had a rough start. She was nervous and wouldn't eat, drink or potty at all. She started drinking Sunday evening and would nibble a bit of wet food from my fingers. Monday morning, we got her to pee in her litter box and she continued to eat, and began eating from her bowl! She drank water very well, too! She still had not pooped at all since we got her, but I read online that it can take up to 3 days before a kitten is comfortable enough to poop in a foreign place. But, evening, she pooped in her litter box! I was so thrilled! But overall, the transition has been smooth! She sleeps almost through the night, with only one burst of energy at about 4-5am. DH is so good about getting up with her. When she tuckers herself out again, her and I snuggle up and DH goes and writes his book. I wake up at about 9am, and he takes a nap with her in the afternoon. She has a lot of energy, but it's so fun to play with her! She doesn't cry in the night or anything! Very mischievous, but she can sleep like a pro! Overall, DH and I have fallen in love with her, and we know she was the one for us. She is our little Chibi.

But, on topic a bit...

I'm O'ing super early. I've had EWCM for the last two days, and it's only CD11. I knew my cycles were messed up. But, that's alright. I'm not worried about it. I've got our little kitten to play with and keep my mind off of TTC.

I hope you all are well!

 

[wannabemamaz]

so happy for you, elena!

just wanted to come on here and write a post to you all. as i'm sure you know, today marks the start of pregnancy loss awareness month. i know a lot of us in this thread have lost babies. i wanted to take the time to acknowledge those lives lost. today is also the beginning of the month that our precious one should have been born. due date was October 10th. i am so heartbroken but i have comfort and joy knowing i will meet my sweet one in heaven one day. i hope you all take the time you need to remember your sweet sweet babies. and to give you reassurance that you will get your baby here on earth one day. i love you all so much and thank you so much for the support you have been to me throughout my loss and also my current pregnancy.

 

[Gohan3117]

so happy for you, elena!

just wanted to come on here and write a post to you all. as i'm sure you know, today marks the start of pregnancy loss awareness month. i know a lot of us in this thread have lost babies. i wanted to take the time to acknowledge those lives lost. today is also the beginning of the month that our precious one should have been born. due date was October 10th. i am so heartbroken but i have comfort and joy knowing i will meet my sweet one in heaven one day. i hope you all take the time you need to remember your sweet sweet babies. and to give you reassurance that you will get your baby here on earth one day. i love you all so much and thank you so much for the support you have been to me throughout my loss and also my current pregnancy.

Thank you, dear Liz. This month would have been our second angels due date. October 24th. Let's remember our sweet little angels and look forward to the day we reunite with them in heaven.

Chi had a bad bout of diarrhea last night and I had to give her a bath. Boy, did she hate that! But she pulled through it like a champ! She had a better poop this morning, which was much more solid. I'm so blessed by her!

I think I O'd yesterday, due to the dull cramps. it's whatever.

I love you all!

 

[lilsoybean]

Wishing~ Congrats on your new little baby girl...soo precious!

Elena ~ Your kitty is sooo cute and looks so cuddly. I'm glad you are enjoying your new bundle of fur.

Liz ~ Thank you for bringing attention to a subject that people often feel uncomfortable talking about. I think about my little angel all the time....she/he would have been about 8 months now...crazy to think about.

So my friend just found out she is pregnant today!! I share in her happiness because she is the one who first helped me start to crawl out of the pit of dispair that losing my baby put me in. She has lost 3 babies herself and has been trying for over 3 years so she deserves every bit of happiness this little bundle of joy will bring her. Of course since she has lost 3, she is happy but nervous of having another MC. Can you please pray for her sticky bean? I would really appreciate it. We have been going through this journey together for over a year and I'm just so happy for her. I actually thought I would be a little more jealous but I'm not. I'm just anxious to start trying again so that I can hopefully join her.

Anyway, thank in advance for any prayers you could send her way. Her name is Danielle. Thanks loves!!

 

[wannabemamaz]

i will absolutely be praying for your friend danielle. so wonderful that she has gotten her bfp. 3 losses must be so difficult.. praying for a sticky bean for sure. will you keep us posted so i can pray specifically for her? thanks a bunch..

you must have your surgery coming up soon!! what exactly are they doing again? can't wait for you to be ttc again!!

can't believe i'm 10 weeks!! in 3 weeks we will announce it to the world.. i can't wait for that!! super super nervous for my ultrasound on the 23rd. it makes me sick to even think about it.. ugh!!

on a happy note - my nausea is really starting to get better. i am extremely hungry now pretty much all day long.. i will gladly take that over the sick feeling and not wanting to eat!

i'm really looking forward to my weekend. we are going out to dinner and a movie with our best friends. we are seeing gone girl.. my friend and i both read the book and LOVED it. i highly recommend it!!

hope you all have a nice weekend!!

 

[Gohan3117]

Hey ladies!

lilsoy - I am definitely praying for Danielle!

Liz - OMG! I can't wait to see the baby announcement on FB!

AFM...

I took Chi to the vet yesterday. She got her first round of shots, and she pulled through like a champ! I'm so proud of her! She started a new food yesterday, and her little kitty poos are much more solid! She doesn't seem like she is in as much pain during her kitty poos, either! Praise God! DH and I went shopping yesterday and got some groceries and stuff. We also went to the mall and found seasons 5 & 6 of The Cosby Show for $10.00!

But, in my personal life...

I feel super fatigued. I don't know if it is because Chi is waking us up in the early morning, or if it's something else. I just crash at about this time of day (around 4PM PST). I'm just so exhausted!

Also, I was taking a shower a few days ago, and I noticed (TMI ALERT!) a little bump right above my clitoral hood. It has since tripled in size! It has become so uncomfortable, that I can hardly walk right! I called my Mom, and she told me to take a sitz bath and then put Drawing Salve on it. I had never heard of such a thing, but I went and bought it and I put it on after the bath like mom said. That stuff smells so terrible! But she said it should clear it up in a couple days. So I'm hoping so! It's so painful!

I'm CD19, I'm supposed to O today, but I'm pretty sure I already did. CM is back to creamy. Not that it really matters.

But I have been super nauseous today. Meh.

That's about it for me. Sorry about the super TMI.

 

[Excited2See]

Danielle is in my prayers.

Hello ladies.
Hope all is well.

 

[lilsoybean]

Hey Liz~ How was Gone Girl? Loved that book! I want to see the movie so bad. Let me know how it was.

Danielle is doing well so far. I think she is 4 weeks and 4 days today and her numbers are looking great! Thanks for the prayers everyone! I will keep you updated.

So I had my preop today for my surgery on Thursday and I'm not feeling super confident. I feel like my doc keeps pushing IVF. After looking online a bit, some other people have said they feel that he recommends the most expensive option quite often. We can not afford IVF so I may have to get a second opinion. I just hope the surgery goes well on Thursday and we can get back to trying again ASAP.

Well, I hope everyone is doing well. I'm on fall break now for 2 weeks so I'm going to go get the house cleaned and stocked with easy to make food so my husband can cook while I'm recovering.

 

[Gohan3117]

Hey ladies! I've got some updates!

I got my blood tested last week, and my hormone levels are NORMAL! Testosterone went down, and Progesterone and Estrogen went up! Yay!

My Uncle is officially divorced and is packing to go to Hong Kong to visit his girlfriend.

Hubby had a good report from his Eye Surgeon and he's stable!

Chi is doing MUCH better! Her kitty poos are more solid, and she's got more energy! She's finally gaining weight, so I'm happy!

DH is getting 30 hours this week and 40 next week! So excited!

Things are really looking up for us! I'm blessed!

 

[wannabemamaz]

thanks for the update, elena! so glad your results are normal!! yay!

praying for you today, lilsoy. hope your surgery goes perfect..

i cant believe im 11 weeks today!!!!!!!!

 

[lilsoybean]

Liz~ Congrats on 11 weeks! Wow, that is soo great!

Thanks for keeping me in your thoughts on my surgery day. It went well. I'm still very sore and on many pain meds but am recovering daily.

They found stage 2 (4 being the worst) endometriosis all over my abdomen with a concentration of it (endometrioma) on my left ovary. They removed everything and checked my tubes and they looked good so no need to fix anything there. They went in through my belly and two other spots so I have three incisions that I'm working with. The most uncomfortable part so far is that they fill your abdomen full of gas and it's hard to get rid of so I've just been rocking this pot belly for the past couple days. Well, that is it for now. I will know more on how we proceed when we speak to doc on the 20th. Also, hubby goes in for another SA on Wednesday so wish us luck on that as well.

Thanks again for the happy thoughts!

 

[Gohan3117]

I'm glad your procedure went alright, lilsoy.

Just a quick update:

I've had some pink spotting, with some pink tinted EWCM. I'm not sure if AF just came ridiculously early, or if it is IB. It's more than just a smudge, but not filling up a pad yet. I'm cramping, so I'm pretty sure AF just came 6 days early.