I cannot thank you ladies enough for supporting me! I REALLY don't know why I needed SO much support and encouragement this cycle. I started out on a high doing so good and just seemed to go south over the past 2-3 days. My husband was even telling me that my "laid back" attitude went OUT the window! I feel SO bad because after a year of ttc we were BOTH finally laid back together. And I just "ruined it". Thankfully my husband is pretty laid back at baseline so he is still doing just fine and still just as hopeful as ever.
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I LOVE having him as my rock to lean on. I just need to get myself together....
Anyways, I really cannot thank you guys enough again for your support and comments, suggestions. I didn't even bother testing today, I'm really going to try to hold out until Friday so I can give it a few more days.
I haven't really been having anything on my underwear for CM (as I don't check internally I just look on my underwear so thats all I know). JUST now though I pee'd and then wiped and I had EWCM with a slight slight SLIGHT tinge of pink. If I didn't "inspect" it I probably wouldn't have even noticed. I'm a little confused by this and DEF a little nervous as I know this could mean AF is coming. I also had more bloating, touch of cramping (or something else not quite cramping that I can't describe) and some lower back achiness. Paired with my out of control moods I'm sure AF is on her way but I'm NOT counting myself out until she is here in FULL form. I also STRANGELY had some Right hip pain today (no fall, no shoveling lately, VERY strange). My temps are still good so maybe this is Late Implantation??
I played with my bbt chart and changed it to "OPK" instead of "advanced (recommended) and it put me at CD 11 instead of CD12. I changed it back to what I had it at "advanced recommended" now but that was interesting. I don't really know why the OPK one would be different. Anyways ... we shall see what happens. Today is CD 29 for me and I have had irregular cycles so this would be VERY interesting if AF came soon (but I guess a good sign too that my periods are coming more regularly, NOT that I want AF to come though lol).
Okay I'm done babbling ... need to de stress ...
Craigbaby - you MUST be in your glory. I just cannot be happier for you and I KNOW that I will join you sometime soon!!
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Thanks for the info on the smu. Does that mean second morning urine? LoL Sorry! and how cute with the idea to tell him on Vday!! I know you are telling him tonight though so I am SO excited to hear how it went!!!
Sophiasmom - Your symptoms AND temp are SPOT ON!!! I seriously CANNOT wait till u test!! I just have GREAT vibes for you!!!