Happy Thursday, ladies!
I promise to get caught up on everyone-seems I can barely catch up with myself right now.
Just an update on my WTF appt. WTF.
Apparently, what happened with me happens in only 3% of cases nationwide. Of course it does. Statistically speaking, 50% of my blasts should have been euploid. The docs were expecting 2 or 3 normal ones. 97% of women my age will have at least one PGS-normal blast.
The doc I met with has been doing IVF since 1987, and started the program at the U of I, so I trust his opinion a lot. I asked him about why there were so many empty follicles (a full 50%) and he said that they expect to see that in someone that has an ovulatory dysfunction, like pcos. But my cycles are regular. So, the take away was try again when you are ready, we may get a different outcome, as they were truly shocked by this one. But, you may also get the same outcome. They don't know why this happened.
But last night some things clicked in my head. Namely:
-I have not been diagnosed with pcos.
-But my fasting blood sugar has always been in the pre-diabetic range. This morning it was 115. I checked it with my kitty's human glucometer.
-I have some physical things that could be caused by elevated testosterone, but could be caused by something else entirely. Long, illustrious history of cystic acne. Numerous black facial hairs that I have to pluck. I build a ton of muscle, very quickly, for a woman.
-Elevated glucose and insulin resistance can toast egg quality.
-Elevated testosterone does the same.
All the above are pcos symptoms. The only thing is, I ovulate and have regular cycles. But in my mind, those are reason enough to check for any hormonal imbalances that could be screwing us over. Called the nurse this morning, waiting on a call back from her after she talks to the doc about whether or not these things should be considered significant, in light of our outcome.
I feel like I'm becoming "that patient". But I also feel like I have to. My workup felt a bit scanty (no day 3 labs-fsh, lh, e2, amh) and it feels like they just saw the promised land of high afc and went balls to the wall.
Dunno, girls. I'm feeling better though. We have decided that if this upcoming cycle is the same outcome, we are ok with donor gametes. We just want a family.
Like I said, I promise I'll catch up to everyone soon.
Love to all you wonderful women.