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Thank you so so much I needed to hear that. I'm struggling bad with staying present and stepping out of my comfort zone. Thank you so so much. Definitely will be taking your adviceI totally get that fear. The comfort zone is such a safe place. I have to force myself out of my comfort zone and remind myself that everything I've achieved in my life has only come from stepping out of my comfort zone. It's not easy at all and there's a lot of fear to fight through but you can do it. The mind is such a powerful thing and can convince us we are not good enough
I also understand not being present. I still struggle with this and am often living in the future. Usually worrying about the future or even just counting down until bedtime!
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Yesterday was so frustrating! Almost got into it with the "supervisor" at my former job because he said I wasn't doing my job when I was. He's not really the supervisor, but he is the one in charge overnight since he is the nurse. So he oversees everything including the caregivers, understandably . HOWEVER, I have a serious problem when you are still treating me like an employee and telling me things like " I should know better" since I use to work here and how I have to train the new employees coming in and show them the company's way of doing things excuse me? Im not a child and you aint my daddy so don't be talkin to me like that. I don't work for yall anymore so I don't HAVE to do anything. Unless you are personally coming out of your pockets and paying me or the company is, don't talk to me he just kept going on and on and wasted the last part of my lunch complaining. And he was lying so much in what he saying that he was stumbling over his own lies. That's why when I did work there me and him use to get into arguements. That man is deranged and a narcissist. He also said communication only occurs when he responds back to us. So even if we let him know something over the radio (aka communicating),, if he doesn't reply then we didn't communicate with him. In what world does that make sense this man is living in Narnia lol. Also if he is on the wrong channel on the radio and can't hear us its our fault. Then he said he has to assert his position over us. What a whole clownThese are all his words. That man is crazy. Thennnn.. almost got into it with someone who is working there thru the same staffing agency as me. Crazy frickin night. It's safe to say that I hate it there
Outside of me hating my job, I really am doing great haha. I know, hard to tell it's just the job that has been my main source of irritation haha.
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