morning gals...
TTCbaby - my heart is breaking for you. I'm so so sorry to hear this
I know exactly how you feel. Like mrsgreen, I also lost my first pregnancy. It's so devastating. I am hear for you - don't hesitate to PM me if you want to talk!
camp - hang in there. I saw you saw yourself that you start feeling out when you get bfns at 12dpo so you still have a good amount of time! especially because even a bfn at 12dpo doesn't mean you're out!
ajr - I dunno...I really don't see anything, I'm sorry
drum - I've missed you! so glad to have you back! are you in the TWW?
I have not had the acupuncture yet. looking to make an appt now that I'm officially CD 1 today....
smille- thank you for your kind words
I'm so glad that you are in good hands with lots of help! good luck on the upcoming tests!
AFM - I think the dark cloud that overpowers me sometimes is really the fear that I will never have a child. I try not to let my mind wander there, but sometimes it does and it's so overwhelming.
Last night I was looking a ton of stuff up. DH was so mad that my doc wouldn't see me and wanted me to call back. But I could tell from talking to the nurse that even if they do agree to see me, they aren't concerned with the spotting. So I looked up my health network's infertility specialists and found out that the infertility clinic is right down the road from me! (perks of living downtown) and that you don't need a referral to be seen. I'm over the moon and it really lifted my mood. I'm not sure that insurance will cover us going there, but DH and I agree that it's worth whatever cost. I think I've just felt that things haven't been right since losing the baby and month after month it's confirmed. I want to follow my intuition and stop wasting time. I sent them an email and am on the edge of my seat waiting to hear back from them....