6 DPO...& ...POAS until positive!

[Petzy]

Hi everyone.

I went to walk in clinic on my lunch and got a blood test requisition. They tested my urine and it was negative.Even though I had just drank a bunch of water and peed 2 hours ago, I still am pretty sure that a chemical is in my cards.

I walked out of there and sat in my car bawling. I couldnt help it.

The doc said I am likely only 14 days pregnant and he wants me to get bloods but I feel like i know its pointless.

I have been reading this thread https://community.babycenter.com/post/a27932801/urine_bfn_blood_bfp..does_it_actualy_happen and I dont know why I am giving myself what is likely false hope.

If I am not bleeding by morning I am going to get the bloodwork done early before work.

I am still having lots of cramping/pulling and sore boobs. so i dont know what the fuck is going on but if its a chemical I would appreaciate bleeding nowwwwwwww so I can move on.

Barb - when you had a chemical how long did it take for AF to come? I thought it was about a week?

I am going to get an FRER and take it home with me for tomorrow morning.

 

[OurLilFlu]

I'm still not convinced its a chemical meg. Doc office urine tests are not sensitive at all... And frer have been shown to pick up less than the 12.5 or whatever. Get the bloodwork done and take the frer in the morning... I am checking this thread hourly for updates! I don't wanna give false hope but I think it's the real deal just bad peeing circumstances, that first frer was almost as dark as mine! And you're still getting symptoms and no AF. Those are all positives

 

[natjenson]

Oh meg
I am so sad for you...agree with talias advice

I am praying so hard that it's not a chem.

I too are checking hourly for your updates...

Hang in there love

Oh this so cruel for you...the mind games

You get them feet up love...and try to stay away from google...sometimes it can only make things worse in the mind and not better...

xxx

 

[OurLilFlu]

Here this might help.... https://www.betabase.info/showBasicChart.php?type=Single

These are reported betas... We all know urine is much less each respective day... So definitely reasonable to not get a bfp for urine for a while ESP if it tests for more than 25 or 50 miu... Plus dilution etc! I can't wait til you get your answer and its a confirmed bfp!

 

[Nataliieexo]

This is a ovulation test and pregnancy test i just did for the sake of it, ovualtion had faint line and pregnancy test was completely white, god knows where my AF is.

Hi natalieexo ...sorry about your bfn love ... Hang tight love.

Wow I see you have lost 8 stone....gawsh that must have been tough and here's me moaning over 10 lbs lol....
I'm trying the Special K diet....it's going well but I need to see progress by next Monday ...if none. I'm coming straight back to my ole faithfull- Scarsdale...it's a harsh change...and it's a mean diet but god dam it works...I've timed it good too...if I'm not satisfied with the Special K results it's comes just in time for af due date and if it's a bfn for me this cycle AGAIN....lol then It safe for me to switch to the Scarsdale....

You can do it Natalie...I appreciate how hard it's is...will power!... .I have faith as you have already lost a fabulous amount already...well done love....

Looking forward to you joining us in August...good luck with the ntnp aswell...


xxx

EDIT: pmsl....I am the biggest dummbass ever lol...I obviously CONNOT read ha ha haaaaa...

Thanks AF is on her way my back is bloody killing and had spotting she will be in full force tomorrow. I am very much looking forward to coming back in august, i hope you all have your bfp's by then though, i will still stalk and comment as well

nope just 9lbs i am using the my fitness pal app i really like using it, i'm going to try and be more strict on myself, i know once a week i can work some chocolate into my calorie allowance and treat myself, my partner is a pain he doesn't want me to loose weight its sweet but i don't find him filling me with unhealthy food helpful lol i'm too scared to tell him that i am mainly doing it to get to a healthy weight and see if it regulates my periods in case he thinks i'm becoming obsessed with the idea of getting pregnant. I bought myself some folic acid this morning so going to get them started asap

Good luck everyone i hope you have all managed to conceive before i start in august

 

[Petzy]

I'm still not convinced its a chemical meg. Doc office urine tests are not sensitive at all... And frer have been shown to pick up less than the 12.5 or whatever. Get the bloodwork done and take the frer in the morning... I am checking this thread hourly for updates! I don't wanna give false hope but I think it's the real deal just bad peeing circumstances, that first frer was almost as dark as mine! And you're still getting symptoms and no AF. Those are all positives

Thank you very much Talia.. I am trying so hard to be positive but it feels impossible. The doctor was SUCH an idiot too. He was honestly 95 years old and all he wanted to do was tell me about his dead first wife who was crushed in a car accident in the 1970's - then he proceeded to tell me that I shouldnt waste my money on FRER because the dollar store ones are just as good. He actually tried to tell me most cycles are 28 days and counted math on his fingers for when I should have ovulated I was like wowwwwww.

I really appreciate your message... I hope it is the real deal. The symptoms are all new and real for sure its just a matter if they stick or not..

Ill get an FRER soon and blood in morning if im not bleeding already.

 

[Petzy]

Oh meg
I am so sad for you...agree with talias advice

I am praying so hard that it's not a chem.

I too are checking hourly for your updates...

Hang in there love

Oh this so cruel for you...the mind games

You get them feet up love...and try to stay away from google...sometimes it can only make things worse in the mind and not better...

xxx

Thanks Nat. Means a lot to me. I have my fingers and toes crossed but dont want to get my hopes up too much you know? I think it will only hurt more. Thanks for your kind words. xo

 

[Petzy]

Here this might help.... https://www.betabase.info/showBasicChart.php?type=Single

These are reported betas... We all know urine is much less each respective day... So definitely reasonable to not get a bfp for urine for a while ESP if it tests for more than 25 or 50 miu... Plus dilution etc! I can't wait til you get your answer and its a confirmed bfp!

Thanks for sending that Talia xx

 

[barbikins]

Hi everyone.

I went to walk in clinic on my lunch and got a blood test requisition. They tested my urine and it was negative.Even though I had just drank a bunch of water and peed 2 hours ago, I still am pretty sure that a chemical is in my cards.

I walked out of there and sat in my car bawling. I couldnt help it.

The doc said I am likely only 14 days pregnant and he wants me to get bloods but I feel like i know its pointless.

I have been reading this thread https://community.babycenter.com/post/a27932801/urine_bfn_blood_bfp..does_it_actualy_happen and I dont know why I am giving myself what is likely false hope.

If I am not bleeding by morning I am going to get the bloodwork done early before work.

I am still having lots of cramping/pulling and sore boobs. so i dont know what the fuck is going on but if its a chemical I would appreaciate bleeding nowwwwwwww so I can move on.

Barb - when you had a chemical how long did it take for AF to come? I thought it was about a week?

I am going to get an FRER and take it home with me for tomorrow morning.

Hi Meg - I'm so sorry you're going through this. At this point I would say your pregnancy test should show positive even if you drank lots of water and peed two hours ago. Hcg doubles every 48 hours. I would recommend no matter what that you get bloods done because its best that you have confirmation if it IS a chemical or not.

I've had two chemical pregnancies. Once was the first.month we tried. I got positive test at 13dpo but had AF cramps. I tested later with a digi, negative. But IC was super faint & FRER was light but totally there. I waited for the following day to get bloods (I wish I had the day.before) and it was a 2. By then my tests were negative. Doctor said its odd and it should be 0. I never bothered to retest. I knew my fate.

This time it progressed more and I had HCG around 40?...and my boobs were not sore I was getting the pulling sensations you get when you're breast feeding.
Anyway yes my.period was delayed by a week. But if this is happening to you then I recon you will get your period soon. My urine tests were positive for about 2 weeks.

I am SO sorry hun. Its so heartbreaking.
I hope we are all wrong but it doesn't sound like a great predicament. That's me being honest being in your shoes twice.

The upside is you got pregnant. So I totally believe that your infection had something to do with you not getting pregnant. The only way to be sure of this is getting your bloods. But you took what 3 FRERs and an IC? So that's pretty positive.

Wish I could give you a hug. I wish this wasn't happening to you. I hope we r wrong and you're still pregnant.

Xoxoxo

 

[barbikins]

Meg...also this time around I didn't feel "right". Was very reserved and I tipped off that something wasn't quite right because my tests were not getting darker. It plateaued and I felt that something was wrong.
Test w your FRER tmr morning and see if it is darker than your other tests. Have you tested daily? With FMU?

 

[barbikins]

Nat your dream is hilarious lol.
Funny because I had several dreams last night about testing positive. But my last dream was me peeing on some dozen tests and only then realizing I still had hcg in my system from the trigger and I hadn't tested it out.

I emailed my nurse last week about being confused and a bit upset about what.in learned at my IUI & my doctor emailed back to me herself. She made me feel much better about things and said how she thinks she confused me. My linings for two of the three days were in my normal range and the one that was 6mm could have to do with it being a different technician measuring. And she said its really hard to get a very accurate reading.
She is more.concerned if I had consistent thin lining. So my reading is just not strait forward and so its inconclusive that Clomid thinned my lining however she doesn't want to waste my time and money going down that road again with meds.
So I just have to hope I am pregnant.

I've been having this "feeling" like I may be pregnant. Same as I did in March when I was preggo.
I hope its a good sign. But in a lot of ways I am also doubtful lol.

 

[Petzy]

Meg...also this time around I didn't feel "right". Was very reserved and I tipped off that something wasn't quite right because my tests were not getting darker. It plateaued and I felt that something was wrong.
Test w your FRER tmr morning and see if it is darker than your other tests. Have you tested daily? With FMU?

Hi Barb - thanks for replying so quick I really appreciate it. I have not tested daily - I did not test today. I am going to get an FRER for the morning. If I didnt have the symptoms I would have NO hope but I supose the symptoms come with a chemical too... I did have a gut feeling from day 2 that I was trying to ignore. I hope I am wrong too but your honest feedback is helpful! My hopes are low.

 

[barbikins]

Meg I felt the same. In fact I was moody the day I went for my first bloods and there was this feeling I was ignoring but I thought given how long it took me to get pregnant and loosing my baby that it was me being protective and in disbelief but no...after the fact, I get it now what that was. Funny how much intuition we have over our bodies.

Once you test tmr morning you can at least see how dark the line is. It should be darker than the last one you took at a minimum. Keep your fingers crossed that there is some hope. What did the doctor say about the fact you had positives at home but not at the clinic??
The clinic I went to didn't even suggest a chemical. Seems stupid eh????

I have you in my thoughts. All day & tomorrow morning. Hoping its all OK.

 

[Petzy]

Meg I felt the same. In fact I was moody the day I went for my first bloods and there was this feeling I was ignoring but I thought given how long it took me to get pregnant and loosing my baby that it was me being protective and in disbelief but no...after the fact, I get it now what that was. Funny how much intuition we have over our bodies.

Once you test tmr morning you can at least see how dark the line is. It should be darker than the last one you took at a minimum. Keep your fingers crossed that there is some hope. What did the doctor say about the fact you had positives at home but not at the clinic??
The clinic I went to didn't even suggest a chemical. Seems stupid eh????

I have you in my thoughts. All day & tomorrow morning. Hoping its all OK.

Yeah hopefully it is darker - tomrrow morning will tell I suppose.

The doc didnt seem too concerned - he just said ok lets get your bloodwork done then and he said he will order " a complete prenatal bloodwork" just in case whatever the hell that means.

He didnt suggest one either but the sad truth is I think I am more of an expert than he is.

 

[natjenson]

Nat your dream is hilarious lol.
Funny because I had several dreams last night about testing positive. But my last dream was me peeing on some dozen tests and only then realizing I still had hcg in my system from the trigger and I hadn't tested it out.

I emailed my nurse last week about being confused and a bit upset about what.in learned at my IUI & my doctor emailed back to me herself. She made me feel much better about things and said how she thinks she confused me. My linings for two of the three days were in my normal range and the one that was 6mm could have to do with it being a different technician measuring. And she said its really hard to get a very accurate reading.
She is more.concerned if I had consistent thin lining. So my reading is just not strait forward and so its inconclusive that Clomid thinned my lining however she doesn't want to waste my time and money going down that road again with meds.
So I just have to hope I am pregnant.

I've been having this "feeling" like I may be pregnant. Same as I did in March when I was preggo.
I hope its a good sign. But in a lot of ways I am also doubtful lol.

Hi barbs....

I feel so sad tonight...for meg.

I keep saying to myself please please please don't let this happen to her..


Re:the dream....nuts eh.lol....now I think about it..".I must confess" (ha ha -get it?) I have this secret kind of hatred for Britney Spears....I'm sure she is probably really sweet but there's just something about her And she really gets on my tits...
So I think maybe I dreamt of her bfp as a subliminal jealousy lol...the Simon cowl thing I have NO Idea lol ....and as for the anchor man...well -what can I say...such a funny thing to dream about ha ha...

So you start testing tmr...cool...I hope the trigger is already on it's way out by now for you...fx.

I saw your post to meg about "knowing something wasn't right feeling "
I had that with my mc too....I just knew something wasn't right...
A feeling that wouldn't leave me.i tryed to ignor it and tell myself i was paraniod .but I felt ill...not so much pregnant...
And when I had them final last few days I started to feel ok again that's why I was so broken over how it turned out...
So your right about intuition...

Oh god I just feel like bursting into tears...I feel so sad for meg...so faking cruel.

Well I hope YOUR ok too barbs and I'm praying real hard for you too .
I am glad the doctor e-mailed you back that was very concierate of her...after all iui must be nerve racking enough without negative news On top of it...
So glad she has finally put your mind at ease again...good news your lining is ok.

xxx

 

[Petzy]

Hello ladies.

So I just went pee and faint brown streak when I wiped. Sad to say I think it's over this time.

If i start bleeding soon then it will have only been a 29 or 30 day cycle which would be best case scenario for this kind of thing i guess. Today is CD 30.

Hopefully it won't be too heavy or anything and I can just move on.

I never imagined a chemical would hurt this much but I guess when you want something you want it badly.

I'm going to see the positive in this. I think I can get preg which is good. It was early which is good. I will prob push back my specialist appt one month to give me 2 more natural cycles to try. And now that infection is gone hopefully it won't take long.

One last upside is I will get my drunk on in vegas. I will be in the 2ww then most likely so nothing too crazy but a nice buzz will be welcomed after all this crap.

Love u ladies and I will update progress soon xo

 

[Petzy]

Nat your dream is hilarious lol.
Funny because I had several dreams last night about testing positive. But my last dream was me peeing on some dozen tests and only then realizing I still had hcg in my system from the trigger and I hadn't tested it out.

I emailed my nurse last week about being confused and a bit upset about what.in learned at my IUI & my doctor emailed back to me herself. She made me feel much better about things and said how she thinks she confused me. My linings for two of the three days were in my normal range and the one that was 6mm could have to do with it being a different technician measuring. And she said its really hard to get a very accurate reading.
She is more.concerned if I had consistent thin lining. So my reading is just not strait forward and so its inconclusive that Clomid thinned my lining however she doesn't want to waste my time and money going down that road again with meds.
So I just have to hope I am pregnant.

I've been having this "feeling" like I may be pregnant. Same as I did in March when I was preggo.
I hope its a good sign. But in a lot of ways I am also doubtful lol.

Hi barbs....

I feel so sad tonight...for meg.

I keep saying to myself please please please don't let this happen to her..


Re:the dream....nuts eh.lol....now I think about it..".I must confess" (ha ha -get it?) I have this secret kind of hatred for Britney Spears....I'm sure she is probably really sweet but there's just something about her And she really gets on my tits...
So I think maybe I dreamt of her bfp as a subliminal jealousy lol...the Simon cowl thing I have NO Idea lol ....and as for the anchor man...well -what can I say...such a funny thing to dream about ha ha...

So you start testing tmr...cool...I hope the trigger is already on it's way out by now for you...fx.

I saw your post to meg about "knowing something wasn't right feeling "
I had that with my mc too....I just knew something wasn't right...
A feeling that wouldn't leave me.i tryed to ignor it and tell myself i was paraniod .but I felt ill...not so much pregnant...
And when I had them final last few days I started to feel ok again that's why I was so broken over how it turned out...
So your right about intuition...

Oh god I just feel like bursting into tears...I feel so sad for meg...so faking cruel.

Well I hope YOUR ok too barbs and I'm praying real hard for you too .
I am glad the doctor e-mailed you back that was very concierate of her...after all iui must be nerve racking enough without negative news On top of it...
So glad she has finally put your mind at ease again...good news your lining is ok.

xxx

Intuition is strong you are right. Fine line between it and paranoia lol.

Barb and I am glad they got back to you too that's good. I have everything crossed for you we need some great news on this forum!

 

[natjenson]

Hello ladies.

So I just went pee and faint brown streak when I wiped. Sad to say I think it's over this time.

If i start bleeding soon then it will have only been a 29 or 30 day cycle which would be best case scenario for this kind of thing i guess. Today is CD 30.

Hopefully it won't be too heavy or anything and I can just move on.

I never imagined a chemical would hurt this much but I guess when you want something you want it badly.

I'm going to see the positive in this. I think I can get preg which is good. It was early which is good. I will prob push back my specialist appt one month to give me 2 more natural cycles to try. And now that infection is gone hopefully it won't take long.

One last upside is I will get my drunk on in vegas. I will be in the 2ww then most likely so nothing too crazy but a nice buzz will be welcomed after all this crap.

Love u ladies and I will update progress soon xo

Oh that just SUCKS BIG TIME ! ... I am soo sorry this is happening to you meg.
I am glad you are ready to move on too...and you SO deserve to get your sloshed head on in Vegas.

Meg I think that is a great plan..putting your apt off again...and also worth bringing up what has happend too...maybe they could find out why.hopefully it goes unexplained as the last thing you need is another obstacle ...
Plus side.- you know you can get pg now..it will happen again love.

Meg I am soo soo sorry ...I wish I could give you a hug too.

Try and take things easy and get as much rest as your possibly can..I know thats hard with work but every opportunity you get take it.its good for fast recovery in mind body and soul.

xxx

 

[Petzy]

Hello ladies.

So I just went pee and faint brown streak when I wiped. Sad to say I think it's over this time.

If i start bleeding soon then it will have only been a 29 or 30 day cycle which would be best case scenario for this kind of thing i guess. Today is CD 30.

Hopefully it won't be too heavy or anything and I can just move on.

I never imagined a chemical would hurt this much but I guess when you want something you want it badly.

I'm going to see the positive in this. I think I can get preg which is good. It was early which is good. I will prob push back my specialist appt one month to give me 2 more natural cycles to try. And now that infection is gone hopefully it won't take long.

One last upside is I will get my drunk on in vegas. I will be in the 2ww then most likely so nothing too crazy but a nice buzz will be welcomed after all this crap.

Love u ladies and I will update progress soon xo

Oh that just SUCKS BIG TIME ! ... I am soo sorry this is happening to you meg.
I am glad you are ready to move on too...and you SO deserve to get your sloshed head on in Vegas.

Meg I think that is a great plan..putting your apt off again...and also worth bringing up what has happend too...maybe they could find out why.hopefully it goes unexplained as the last thing you need is another obstacle ...
Plus side.- you know you can get pg now..it will happen again love.

Meg I am soo soo sorry ...I wish I could give you a hug too.

Try and take things easy and get as much rest as your possibly can..I know thats hard with work but every opportunity you get take it.its good for fast recovery in mind body and soul.

xxx

Thanks Nat just waiting now.......

 

[barbikins]

Awwww Meg, I am so so sorry hun.
I just read all the new posts & I can't believe what's happening to you.
Any pregnancy no matter how short is painful when it ends.
Women start to imagine their lives with a baby the moment the stick turns positive.

I do agree you ought to look in the bright side And that is you got pregnant!!!!
You have every right to wallow and feel sad for now.
And you should drink some wine... Or lots of wine

I hope you sleep well. Xoxo