6 DPO...& ...POAS until positive!

[Nataliieexo]

Todays opk its so much bolder and darker than the rest, hopefully it is going to happen maybe not tomorrow like i hoped but hopefully soon xx

 

[barbikins]

Nat thanks for your kind words. You are so sweet. Im so lucky to know.you. thank you for all your support. It means the world to read your words of sympathy and encouragement. Xoxoxoxoxo

Natalie you're test is almost positive. Test again later and I bet it shall be darker.... FX

Well I made a dumb move. About 3 or more minutes after taking fmu test it fell in my sink water .so it has this favorable line but I can't take it for.face value. Fucked upy fmu test. Took SMU before drinking anything and its negative.
I feel out. Totally do.

 

[Petzy]

Well if I didn't have enough on my plate, my family doc called me to say I have low-grade abnormal cervical cells. At first she said that we can do a follow up in 6 months & its likely it'll go back to normal on its own. I've never had abnormal cells....
And then she called me back to say she's going to send me to a gyno because I'm trying to get pregnant. I'm happy at how attentive she is. I'm just bummed now. Like, really?

Barb I'm sorry I didn't see this sooner!

I am really sorry you have this added to your plate. I would feel exactly the same way.

I am sending you the biggest e-hug ever!

I am really glad your doctor is sending you to the gyno. I know a lot of these things clear up on their own but you are ttc and the last thing you need is to have to worry about something getting In the way and worrying about that.

Are you waiting for a referral to gyno now? I'm really sorry about that but it is likely not serious. Best thing is you are seeing a specialist

Big warm hugs barb xoxoxoxoxoxox

Awaiting your pics today xx

 

[Petzy]

Todays opk its so much bolder and darker than the rest, hopefully it is going to happen maybe not tomorrow like i hoped but hopefully soon xx

Good luck Natalie, you're getting there

 

[Petzy]

Nat thanks for your kind words. You are so sweet. Im so lucky to know.you. thank you for all your support. It means the world to read your words of sympathy and encouragement. Xoxoxoxoxo

Natalie you're test is almost positive. Test again later and I bet it shall be darker.... FX

Well I made a dumb move. About 3 or more minutes after taking fmu test it fell in my sink water .so it has this favorable line but I can't take it for.face value. Fucked upy fmu test. Took SMU before drinking anything and its negative.
I feel out. Totally do.

I have facked up many a test in my day don't worry barb. All you can do is wait until tomorrow. I didn't get my line until 12dpo and it was super light even then.

I'm so sorry you feel like you are out but so many do when a bfp comes so I will hold out hope until that bitch witch hopefully doesn't show!

I can't see the pics on my phone but if there is a line why can't you trust it? Wouldn't diluting it make it less likely to be positive?

Xx

 

[barbikins]

Thanks Meg! I think it will turn out OK or at least I hope so but still...smth more to worry about. I'm just waiting to get a call about an appointment. Because it's low-grade, my doctor said they won't rush me in. Its because I'm TTC that she wants to refer me right away.

I have no AF symptoms which I suppose is a good sign thus far. I know I'll be analyzing my symptoms on my calendars to see when I usually get cramps & spotting. I just hope AF stays away. You're right I got a definite bfp at 12dpo...11dpo was very light.

Well the reason I'm discounting the fmu test is b/c you can see where the pink sorta pooled & dried which created that thin pink line on the far left side. And my smu which was only minutes later is a stark white.

Le Sigh...........

xoxoxo

 

[natjenson]

Hi barb....
Sounds like if you saw a favourable line before you dropped it it may come through tmr too....I really hope it does too.....

You have been in my thoughts all day barb....I have thought about my ordeal and how I wouldn't even wish it on my worst enemy....even before it was fully blown(the dreaded return with a vengeance in my womb of all places! )
Yeah even before it was fully blown and only some dogy cells that alone was upsetting enough...
I hope it does turn out to all be fine and that it clears up on its own :thumbsup:
The strain I had was 16 & 17 (born with it just waiting to happen-without knowing)
Was nasty and I was incredibably lucky it was caught soon.....altho I did have symptoms for some years....
I hope this is the case for you too that they have caught it early and that it's easily treated...the fact that mine came back was very rare so please done worry ok.
I'm MORE Han happy to help Hun...words cannot change things but I sure hope my experiance will help others In Another sense.

I was terrified barb....I had no children....I refused to sign my life away with the pre op forms....I insisted they wake me up before they chopped my reproductive s up...they were worry I may have to have a full histo whilst under anaesthetic ....I refused to let that happen...
I wanted to be told first so I could get my head around it first...
The morning of my opp I was shaking so bad....I couldn't cry tho! Strange....I did all the crying when i woke up!
I just couldn't believe the cruel hand I had been delt....I was a woman who wanted children soooooo badly and I thought I was going to have it all torn away from.....I still get scared of its return...but Im almost 9yrs clear now....1 more year and I am totally in the clear and I don't have to have all the regular poking around anymore....just the two yr checks like everyone else.yaye.

Barbs I am here if you ever need to ask anything about it ok

Oh and I hope that bitch says away!...this is clearly a no af zone ! Lol...


xxx

 

[Nataliieexo]

In person this looks positive it looks a little lighter on the pic but we bd just incase anyways and we will later aswell, i havent had a chance to catch up on other posts but i will tomorrow when i have a better internet connection, hope ypu are all ok though xx

 

[natjenson]

So ladies I am 9 dpo today....
My tests are playing mean tricks on me! Or shall I say my eyes....lol
I have been like inspector morse with my magnyfine Glass...ha ha....all day!....
Yes as you have guessed ii caved this morning!

So it is what it is for today,...I suppose this always tmr!...
Will defo keep you all updated...I hope everyone is ok ...

xxx

 

[natjenson]

In person this looks positive it looks a little lighter on the pic but we bd just incase anyways and we will later aswell, i havent had a chance to catch up on other posts but i will tomorrow when i have a better internet connection, hope ypu are all ok though xx

Yaye your there love.
It's positive nat!.....
Now see if you can get a last chance coverage.....if bf not around maybe a surprise visit lol...with only a sexy coat on he he....

Yaye for your opk nat....so pleased for you...test again tmr to just to double check ok.


xxx

 

[barbikins]

The favorable line is that evap that is just a strait thin line...not a real positive line. And it happened AFTER it hit water. I can tell the difference & sadly not a real positive. I took two after fmu & still very negative Sad.

Nat, I never had bad cells ever so my doctor thinks it will just go back to normal. I'm really not that worried right now & not trying to think about it. If I weren't TTC my doctor would be fine to wait 6 months before testing again. I just don't need this crap ontop of it all....

T-4 hours until going to my friend's place & honestly I wanna see a preggers like a shot in the eye....

 

[Nataliieexo]

I ended up taking another 1 and a half hour hold

 

[barbikins]

Yay Nataliiee!!! Good luck

Well I'm feeling mild cramps. Took a FRER & it's negative.
I think I'm not pregnant.

 

[Petzy]

Yay Nataliiee!!! Good luck

Well I'm feeling mild cramps. Took a FRER & it's negative.
I think I'm not pregnant.

Barbs I'm sorry. I know you know yourself well. Bfps can come later than we expect. You aren't out yet. I'm crossing everything for you. Xoxo

 

[Petzy]

I went to visit my newly pg friend today. She is the one wi the severe morning (all day) sickness. I brought her a bunch of food and snacks and spent a out an hour with her. She is so sick I feel really awful for her. Hopefully it passes soon. She has lost 7 lbs and she didn't have much to spare in the first place! She is 10 weeks so hopefully it stops soon!

 

[barbikins]

I Hope you're right Meg.
The cramps i felt doesn't make me feel confident.

 

[Petzy]

The favorable line is that evap that is just a strait thin line...not a real positive line. And it happened AFTER it hit water. I can tell the difference & sadly not a real positive. I took two after fmu & still very negative Sad.

Nat, I never had bad cells ever so my doctor thinks it will just go back to normal. I'm really not that worried right now & not trying to think about it. If I weren't TTC my doctor would be fine to wait 6 months before testing again. I just don't need this crap ontop of it all....

T-4 hours until going to my friend's place & honestly I wanna see a preggers like a shot in the eye....

Barb I must have missed that you are visiting a pregnant friend. Stay strong I know that will be tough xoxo thinking of you

 

[barbikins]

Being sick all day is horrible. I've read many times the worse the nause the healthier the pregnancy. Hrmmm lol
Seems pointless given you need to eat more.
I had nausea all day when I was preggers and had to go in meds. Down side of pregnancy.

I'll be seeing my preggers friend for the first time and is rather not. Sigh...I'll let you know later how it went.

 

[Petzy]

Being sick all day is horrible. I've read many times the worse the nause the healthier the pregnancy. Hrmmm lol
Seems pointless given you need to eat more.
I had nausea all day when I was preggers and had to go in meds. Down side of pregnancy.

I'll be seeing my preggers friend for the first time and is rather not. Sigh...I'll let you know later how it went.

Yes she is on the meds too but they aren't doing anything for her unfortunately.

Definitely let us know how it goes with your visit.

I hope the rain stops soon going to BBQ filet mignon and baked potatoes later

 

[Nataliieexo]

Thank you my cervix doesnt feel that high but then again i dont know what high is lol i keep thinking what if my body gears up them decides not to release an egg. Ahh so much stress xx