Hey barbs....I TOTALLY agree with meg...I am glad you are closer to making a decision aswell altho what meg says about what's right for you is very true and very important love.
Barbs I get that your scared...the lap is a scary thing to have done and I completely get why you are reluctant to set this decision in stone. We are here for you barbs and we miss you so very much too.
Is there a date in which you have to have you decision made by? I hope not bc this is something you have every right to take your time with.
Barbs I know it's not the same comparison wise but I want to share my thoughts on when I had my cancer cell removal...
Knowing the operation was looming (even tho I only literally had a few days to get my head around it)
I was terrified...for many reasons really...the operation it's self was quite scary but what I was really affriad of was that it would affect my chances of ever having a child if for some reason when they got there it was way worse than expected and they was going to remove my womb.i shook for 2 days straight.
I insisted that they wake me up before they did anything like that and refused to sign the forms that gave them permission to do this kind of removal without my consent.
So what I am saying is I completely understand you fear- both opp wise and procedure wise.
And the feeling is an awful thing to keep to yourself...
I have faith that you are going to make the decision that is correct for you.and being affraid is OK ...it's a natural thing to feel.all be it not a nice emotion but it's Ok.
I hope you are alright barbs and I wish I could give you a massive hug right now.
You take care barbs
Lots of love to you xoxoxo...
xxx
EDIT... Almost forgot barbs...momma said to have a look at it...it's a moon chart on ovulation but I am having real trouble deciphering it lol...
