6 DPO...& ...POAS until positive!

[OurLilFlu]

Yay ill be watching for all the costume pics! I'm working flu at the mall so hopefully some cute kids come for their shots before their treats!

It's been crazy listed the house on Tuesday and had 4 showings today, I was up til midnight cleaning and somewhat packing little junk around the house! No rest for the wicked!!

Love the ' Jack' o lantern barb! Well done! Nat, yours look really great lit up, the one reminds me of Pokemon type characyers

 

[Nataliieexo]

I dont think i will be able to bring myself to have sex again, we did today second time since i got my bfp and now quite a bit pink spotting at least normally its not alot but now theres quite bit its so unsettling but i'll be ok i should think, i am just resting for the rest of the night xx

 

[Nataliieexo]

I havent celebrated halloween to much going on, but i have aa good update on my mam i will post it soon after i sort my savory rice need out lol xx

 

[Nataliieexo]

Right my update, Yesterday we were given the talk about how if my mam got any worse then it was discussed with her lung specialist of many years and the leading consultant in the intensive care unit that it would be far too dangerous to put her back on life support (i guess because she would become dependent on the ventilator, however i am so oblivious to everything that i actually didnt know you could die when your on a ventilator, i'm not the brightest of people lol) well they said that if she got any worse they didnt think it was fair for her to have to suffer anymore, and yesterday she had such a bad day she was irritated all day and night because she had seriously itchy feet i dont know why maybe the meds caused it? so becoming irritated and anxious etc sent her breathing haywire, there were so many points in the day we had to tell her to slow her breathing down because she was getting all restless and breathing rapidly. Well after the talk about not wanting her to suffer anymore. I got back home and i cried for about 3 hours i just couldnt stop, it took me the whole 3 hours to think positive. I went to see her today and she was sat up with a little oxygen mask on and she turned round and said oh there moving me to the respiratory ward today....so i was left very confused why they gave us that talk yesterday but on the other hand moving to respitory ward she doesnt have all the lines hanging out all over her body, shes on a smaller oxygen mask and sometimes just breathing tubes up her nose. She is going to recieve rehand for the panicing and anxiousness. And she wont be leaving until she is 100% but obviously she is well enough to come out of 24 hour one on one care, It is so hard to believe just 2 days ago she was in a coma, its a big step in the right direction, although they did tell her today that if she had to go in a coma for a 3rd time then she wouldnt make it but we cross that bridge if we get to it, i really hope not, such a relief even though she could still be in hospital for weeks as long as she doesnt have a relapse and end up back there things should be fine xxx

 

[natjenson]

Hi nat. to you dear...

I really understand what you are going through there...I care for my step dad...well rest bite care mostly but I am also on call too...
When he takes a turn for the worst the doctors have had this same "talk" with me about what they will do if he continues to get worse...
It is not a very nivpce place to be when your in this situation nat...I totally understand that.
All I can advise love is be as strong as you can...I always put a brave face on things when my step dad goes down hill bc I feel he needs to see that "I will be ok" if he has to leave us.
He has got to the point now that if he gets bad again he dosent want any help...and he has ordered the DNR on his records...frightening stuff.and it makes me sooo sad...I also feel soooo guilty when he gets bad that I help to fight to keep him alive as I know how much he suffers...the COPD is a nasty evil disease and I wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy.

Anyway...your mom will DEFO want to see a bright face and strong woman and the peace of mind that she has raised a sensible good woman in you love...she WILL fight if she is not ready ok...this is sooo hard for me to say but I know how sensitive doctors can be at the hospitals when they are trying to prepare us for that awful day we all dread.
Remember to be strong ok and also it's OK to be affraid and it's OK to feel alone and frightend.

You take good care nat and make sure you get some good down time...don't feel guilty if you do either...you'll end up having a break down if you don't take time out love...

I have my fingers majorly crossed for your mom nat and you are in my thoughts and prayers.




Natalie xxx

 

[mommaplus05]

I totally agree w nats advise natalie..these r really tough things that we have to deal with...1yr ago my mom was diagnosed stage 4 small cell..very rapid growing cancer..its a form of lung cancer although it was not in her lungs...she had 18 tumors pressing her throut larynx and neck...she wastwas told she wld only have 4wks max without extensive treatment...she went through many months of chemo and radiation along w a preventative brain radiation..it left her w short term memory loss and several other effects...this was one yr ago...she has been considered in remission now..but even said, they told her with treatment it was likely to return in a yr...well a yr is done and we still pray..I have moved her into my home to watch over her and care for her..its very tough w her and the kids but im glad to have her how ever many days god allows me to...when the time comes (dreaded) Im sure I will b faced w tough minute decisions as well..I am in charge of her wishes as well as all legal and medical decisions for her...we hang and we b strong..for us, and for them...losing a loved one is one of lives nasty tasks as is watching them suffer....ill b praying for her strenght and for yours during this time and future times ok...all u can do is smile when ur with her and "know" that it will b ok..the rest the time, try and get an emotional break, smile and enjoy life and family...go on a nice wkend date w ur hubby and get a breather..

 

[mommaplus05]

Nat and ashley, how r things? Meg hows ur lil bump? Try not to wrry to much about the spotting, u may have a sensitive cervix..maybe just address the doc? W my last pregmancy I had bad cramoing and they found a bleed behind my uterus, gave me quite a scare, docs were expecting expulsion of that old blood from the bleed but somehow my body absorbed it amd took care of the underling issue and I had a healthy pregnancy...As for me, I am 5 dpo soon to b 6 as its pretty late here..lol started having sum odd cramping as I lay here in bed..my cm has returned somewhat, kinda like a thinner ewcm..very odd. Slept last night w no weird dreams..lol breaking out like a darn teenager..nose still flippin stuffy, we had bad weather n storms so town cancelled tricknor treating,(boo)..nat u are goin on wat? 8 dpo...I am gona hold strong until monday for testing(gona do my best) hmmmm I am sooo symptom spotting..lol I am also having headaches the past two days..but anywho..hope all is well and im gona hit the sheets and try to rest w my clogged up nose. Lol..night my friends..

 

[Nataliieexo]

Thank you both for what you both wrote, i am so sorry you both have to go through health issues with your family also its horrible i'd never wish it on anybody. My mam isnt DNR. Shes getting better which is amazing shes defied the odds a second time. Im hoping to get her to my scan on tuesday, im terriefied of taking her and something being wrong :/ x

 

[crazy84]

Girls our thread is so quiet!! I need someone to pee on a stick.....I am only 3dpo but if I need to I will so we have something to gawk at!!! Bahahahahahaha
Let see.....what's going on with my body..... My boobies are sore....as always after ov!! The cervix moves so often...but as of now mine is fairly high and actually pretty much feels like the vag wall..... Who knows where it will be in a few hours! Hahaha my cm is creamy....but I have noticed mine always is after ov! So..... No symptoms out of the norm for me....except the way my cervix feels.... But like I said...who knows what it will be like later! Hahaha
Ok.....now someone else chime in....poas.....anything!! Hahahahahaha ok....I will do a test test later to see if these are full of Evaps like all my other batches have been!! Hehehehe

 

[crazy84]

Oh...Nat you looked fabulous last night!! I think I will dress up next year!! my littlest one had a blast trick or treating....my boy was a scary scarecrow...his gma is very into Halloween so her whole yard/house is decorated creepy...my son stood on a hay bale by the porch and scared the crap out of people and my oldest was too cool for it all so she stayed home and handed out candy!! Now.....I just have to hold out a few more weeks to decorate for Christmas!!! I am just as bad with Christmas as with poas! It truly is my favorite holiday!! I can never wait until after thanksgiving to decorate!! Lol

 

[natjenson]

Girls our thread is so quiet!! I need someone to pee on a stick.....I am only 3dpo but if I need to I will so we have something to gawk at!!! Bahahahahahaha
Let see.....what's going on with my body..... My boobies are sore....as always after ov!! The cervix moves so often...but as of now mine is fairly high and actually pretty much feels like the vag wall..... Who knows where it will be in a few hours! Hahaha my cm is creamy....but I have noticed mine always is after ov! So..... No symptoms out of the norm for me....except the way my cervix feels.... But like I said...who knows what it will be like later! Hahaha
Ok.....now someone else chime in....poas.....anything!! Hahahahahaha ok....I will do a test test later to see if these are full of Evaps like all my other batches have been!! Hehehehe

Hhe he love that Ashley...
Ill chime away then...7pdo here...woop dee doooo dah! Lol...

So ok ladies...confession time .....
I had to test this morning...I was almost sick...and when I eventually got over the nausea I had this strange thought lol...." Ooooh I wander" so I tested...
Of course bfn!....
No more testing for me tho...I mean what's the point?...really?.....

No other symptoms going on here either really...
Be right back later...at my moms right now so...I should be again later this evening.2/3/4 hours or so.

Hope your all having a great day.


xxx

 

[crazy84]

Yay I think I finally got a good batch of tests!! I don't see a Crap line on this one anyway I tweak it!! Whoop whoop now I just have to wait a few days to let the real testing begin!!!

 

[mommaplus05]

Hahaha I looove the testing ladies...soooo I refused to buy any hpt til monday cuz if there here I pee..but I managed to find a single opk that got lost..haha so I peed on it to fulfil the urrge. Here it is..haha is and opk suppose to b this dark at 6dpo??

 

[mommaplus05]

Ohh and ashley. I dooo see a crapline on the middle one..lol the one u brought up the reds in..haha

 

[mommaplus05]

Look at the middle test agin ashley ..haha

 

[crazy84]

Amanda I am going to need you to pee on a hpt test immediately!!!! Never seen a opk that dark that far after ov!!!! Do it do it do it!!!!!!! Pretty pretty please!!!

 

[crazy84]

If you see a line I guess I better pee on another one in the morning!!! Bahahahaha these darn tests!!!!!!!!!!

 

[mommaplus05]

If you see a line I guess I better pee on another one in the morning!!! Bahahahaha these darn tests!!!!!!!!!!

Bahahaha ashley...I cant peee on an hpt cuz I dnt have any!!! Boooooo haha

 

[crazy84]

If you see a line I guess I better pee on another one in the morning!!! Bahahahaha these darn tests!!!!!!!!!!

Bahahaha ashley...I cant peee on an hpt cuz I dnt have any!!! Boooooo haha

You are killing me here!!!!!!! That opk has me sooooooo wondering!!! That line is DARK

 

[Petzy]

Hey girls. Hate to post and run but packing up and getting ready to leave tomorrow ! Heading back to the great white north lol

Kind of upset here but trying not to be. Brown spotting again today and it's increased. Heavier at times but no red/pink or clotting. Really hoping it's ok. I'm so anxious now despite everything I've read. ....