I'll have a look for them or make my own i did make frozen pads with my liquid savlon but it obviously didnt make alot of difference, im just hoping it isnt going to leave any perminant damage, i'm really dreading dtd when i am eventually healed incase it is really painful. Oh isnt bad about waiting though so he will wait until i am ready.
Wierdly enough im keen to give tj a little brother or sister maybe in 1-2years, i miss being pregnant and i just loved the moment he came out and was put on me i could, do that everyday if i could, such a magical moment i look, forward to doing it again one day, i wish i had his birth recorded now x