Hi to Everyone
I am really sorry if it seems like I have deserted you girls, I dont mean for it to seem like that... I am absolutely worried sick so far in this pregnancy!!! Whilst TTC I convinced myself that soon as I get my BFP I would not worry, that nothing could possibly go as wrong as last time, it hasnt and deep down I know we can't possibly be that unlucky again but naturally I'm worrying ...
The hospital sent for me for an early scan, I thought I was passed 6 weeks but they didnt even date me. They just said all they could see was a gest sac and yolk sac and their exact words to me were ... Its not looking good, but not looking bad, what a thing to say to a pregnant lady huh!! I took it really bad and for 3 days cried non stop! So I booked for a private scan last Saturday, got dated at 6+4, seen fetal pole and heartbeat, so that put me back up on
Damn hospitals!! I been so annoyed with them I wish I could afford private scanning all the time so I didnt have to go to my hospital but thats not at all realistic I know! I have absolutely no symptoms on this pregnancy so Im just in another world at the moment hoping my next scan comes quick so I can see my baby again
Im just not going to relax until I have him or her safe and well and in my arms ...
I hope your all doin ok and working hard trying to get them bfp's, I know you all are as I have been lurking
Sorry I am not posting as much but will be here now and then, and am still behind you all for the results you want.
Love to everyone
Carrie-Ann xxx