Not feeling so good about it this morning. Used FMU and cant find a line anywhere
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Is anyone else a bit scared of being pregnant again? I feel really guilty and selfish, but I hated pregnancy. I'm desperate for another child, but I am frightened of the 9 months leading up to it. I had really awful sickness last time and had to have weeks off work and take anti emetic meds. I am dreading that with a toddler to take care of. Then again I worry that I'm jinxing myself by feeling this way and so it'll never happen.
Little silly things keep putting me off like friends visiting in July and I'll never be able to hide it if I am pregnant by then as they're arranging a food and drink tour including a cider festival
YES!! I've been this way for so long! I'm finally getting a little better but I still worry so much. I had such an easy pregnancy and loved every minute of it with my daughter but I'm worried it will be opposite this time. After having her I'm down to weighing not very much and then for a while I got to where I was pretty sick, almost like bad morning sickness, and it was terrible. I was miserable and almost depressed because I felt just awful for not being able to take care of my baby like I should so I'm worried that getting pregnant again it will be that bad if not worse. It's so terrible of me but sometimes, like now for instance, I've had a hormone headache/migraine for three days waiting for AF to arrive and I occasionally feel myself being almost relieved like "oh okay well maybe it's better to give my body time to get better before I have another baby" but then I'm like wait what am I thinking, I want a sibling for my daughter so bad! I'm also so worried about delivering againI've said for the last few months, before we started trying, that I'm so ready for another baby right now I just wish someone would have it for me!
And it makes me so sad because I was totally opposite from this the first time around
Thanks for the support ladies. I start getting period type cramping and a backache last night.kind of like AF is coming
If so you probably wouldn't be able to see it on a test yet. Fx'd that's what happened!!
and I'm terrified lol- all of a sudden I think is my body where I wanted it to be (health wise), will DD be okay when I'm at the hospital?!
Wow, I miss a day and a half and I'm SO far behind.. I read through the last two pages and I'm not caught up lol
So... I've been gone because this weekend has been crazy. DH put in an overtime shift and since it's been so hot DD and I have been down near water trying to keep cool and walking the pooches lots when it's cooler so they don't go stir crazy from being kept in with the AC all day.
Anyway,now for the good news. This morning I got my BFP!!!
what clued me in was my temp this morning of 36.87 but here are my symptoms...similar to last time with DD:
AWFUL sleeps...too hot
Not craving a mother load of carbs like usual but rather healthy foods
(definitely ate more sweets than normal the last two nights lol)
Sore BBs
Mood swiiiiings
that is IT!!!
I'm sitting beside DH while DD sleeps and I'm just dying to tell him.. I've put baby donuts in a little bowl with the test underneath and I'm giving that to him with coffee and a little card once she wakes up.. I'll be checking back in to see some other BFP announcements
Wow, I miss a day and a half and I'm SO far behind.. I read through the last two pages and I'm not caught up lol
So... I've been gone because this weekend has been crazy. DH put in an overtime shift and since it's been so hot DD and I have been down near water trying to keep cool and walking the pooches lots when it's cooler so they don't go stir crazy from being kept in with the AC all day.
Anyway,now for the good news. This morning I got my BFP!!!
what clued me in was my temp this morning of 36.87 but here are my symptoms...similar to last time with DD:
AWFUL sleeps...too hot
Not craving a mother load of carbs like usual but rather healthy foods
(definitely ate more sweets than normal the last two nights lol)
Sore BBs
Mood swiiiiings
that is IT!!!
I'm sitting beside DH while DD sleeps and I'm just dying to tell him.. I've put baby donuts in a little bowl with the test underneath and I'm giving that to him with coffee and a little card once she wakes up.. I'll be checking back in to see some other BFP announcements
) I'm actually just glad it's here and my migraine is gone. I'm going to hang around and see what other good news comes from this board though!
especially with my dropping temps and the migraine relief it brought. Just ready to start the process again!
