Hey everyone!
I'll post some pictures tomorrow with my laptop. Hubs was nice enough to bring it to the hospital for me. I've been officially discharged, but am still here under "Boarder Status" which means I basically live here. I get to stay in my recovery room and added sme blankets and smell goods to make it feel like home. Right now I'm in the "Patient's Lounge" (it sounds so fancy, and considering this is a cold, dark military hospital, this longe is pretty posh) writing to you fabulous and pregnant ladies.
So far this is what's happening: She still refuses to feed. She jasn't gotten the suck, breathe, and swallow thing down yet. I think it's more that she's just not interested. As soon as I pick her up to feed her, she falls right to sleep in my arms.
She finally pooped today. Like 12 times from what I understand. Hubs changed the first poopy diaper, lol. He said it was like up her back.
This morning they found a heart murmer? My brother and I were both born with one that later rectified itself. Well it got louder so they're running tests. So far they know there is a minor defect, but they can't figure out what it is. The NICU nurse assured me that it wasn't any of the serious ones that are easily seen like the usual, but it's still scary. She is still breathing fine, and she no longer needs anti-biotics, so that IV is gone. She is under the bili lights for jaundice at the moment gettin her tan on with these eye patches that look like really cool shades, lol.
I cannot believe how much I love her. It's insane. DH is so in love with her it blows my mind. He's so solid all the time. She melts his heart and I can see it every time she looks at him with her tiny little eyes. We get jealous of each other when we're holding her during feeding times. Like each one of us wants to hold her all the time. I just want her to get healthy soon so we can take her home, because all I want to do is hug her forever.
Sorry so long. It's been a stressful few days!