Here: you ill have bfp in no time. have to stay positive... i try to be positive about it all, and have had time to think.
the crazy part is that when im eventually to the point of ttc again(which wont be for another year or longer)... i hope it happens immediately!! and in reference to another post, there really isnt a turn on or off button for me. im sure it was generally speaking, but if im high risk i really cant get beaned up and later on the doc says its life threatning and then want to terminate, id be devastated....