Afternoon Lovely Ladies
A huge

to the ones that

got, Stay happy, healthy and focused for the next cycle and im sure

will come rolling in!
Elmo tell me about it! My DH secretly pretends hes chilled out

but when

gets me on that day hes 10/10 'Next month will be ours hun

' But a few days later he will be very
'Are we really that bad of humans that God hasnt been Kind to us?'
So and So are on there 3rd 4th and look at us

Were just Jinxed nothing is ever straight forward in our lives..

'
I just usually listen to him so he can get it out of his system. Ladies we need to look after our Partners they might not be as outspoken but they are definitely hurting just as much as we are with every passing cycle And alot of the times i tend to neglect the way he feels..
I dont know about you guys, but It honestly feels like the Butcher the Baker the Candlestick Maker and every other Tom Dick and Harry is getting pregnant in a blink of an eye! My neighbour has just announced shes pregnant shes only been with him 3months and told me she was on the pill

, I wish her a happy and healthy pregnancy, The ones who try and have so much love to give never get things easily...
I just play these Games in my head, My close friends that got married after me or recently I say im going to get pregnant before them

I attend the wedding reception and i say in my head i will defo get pregnant before her

and every person I say that I will get pregnant before I never do! everyone had or are having honeymoon
I just feel people love to call me and say 'Guess what??' and I Do the whole

woo hoo but deep deep down i just want to be a mom
You guys might be thinking pull yourself together you crazy moo

were all in the same boat I know xx
Im so sorry ladies that im sounding crazy today

im more than certain shes on her way

im very emotional and down and trying to get myself ready for the next month.
Definitely this weekend she will be here, shes just dancing down there trying to pro-long it...
Hey Ho this is how it goes I guess, Sorry once again for my downer post but this has been one hell of a ride, This whole TTC thing has stolen my once happy and bubbly personality, just wished things were simple ..
I dont even know if this post has made much sense?? Looks like my break is over and i need to get back to work.
Love and hugs to you all and thank you so much for just listening xx