Got a blood test today - BFN. I knew that considering the fact that I started my period this morning. DH and I met w doc today to talk about next steps. We talked about trying to do IUI and getting more than one follicle and she says it's very difficult because I have PCOS to get two or three that it's probably more likely to either overstimulate. She recommended taking the very conservative route of long and slow to get one.
but she said she was up to the challenge and she would try for more follicles and we told her we don't want to overstimulate but it's just this long tricky process. so we got to talking more and we decided to take the plunge and do IVF this cycle. It was a big decision and definitely stressful but we're going to do it. I'm so scared that it won't work. And we will be out the money. But we just don't want to do iui for several months and then end up back here anyway. I don't understand why the insurance companies would rather pay all the costs for several months of IUI but not just give a free IVF. I mean it doesn't make sense technically they could end up losing more money in the long run if someone kept doing iui after IUI after IUI.
Tomorrow I start my injections at the 75 unit dose.
I'm totally winded from all the stress. From thinking about the money, to thinking about the meds, the procedure, how I'm going to manage doing it with work. It's all going to be so stressful.