so i caved and tested today! i took two different hpts- clear blue digital and FRER digital and both were BFPs!!!
i had so much anxiety as I waited for the results. And was shocked and thrilled when the clear blue results came in and then a little later the FRER. This whole process has been anxiety producing, especially this past week. Thinking about the emotional and financial stress...so i'm really thankful and appreciative to have this moment of happiness.
i know i have to wait for the OTD and am aware that anything can happen, but for now i will be cautiously optimistic. i pray that Tuesday's beta confirms the hpts. my ftx!