Hi Krystal, sorry I got muddled up I had a lot to read and sorry to Donna.
Thanks Rach I go to work logged in and found I couldn't post I almost broke into tears.
I have messaged Nicole once I'll update her later.
OOOhhh Krystal I just noticed your hoping for a rainbow baby I amguessing thatsyounot the baby right at this moment.
Have some of the posts been removed from this group? It was 3 pages last night??