Thank you so much ladies. Your words mean a lot. I cant believe... I even cried this morning. I wrote that right after I got my BFN and had soul crushing disappointment. It's just really hard to deal with. But you ladies are awesome. My best friend gets pregnant really fast and when I told her she's like "Do you want me to have a baby for you?" as a joke. SO NOT FUNNY. Im going to tell people we want to wait just so I don't have to hear the comments anymore... "Are you pregnant yet?"... Oh and my mother.... ugh... her comments... the worst
I haven't seen a doctor yet because this was my first month tracking (the last two months I didn't know when I was ovulating. So I do consider this month as our first failed attempt.
Im wondering if I should lose 5-10 lbs. I weigh 140 and Im 5'3". Maybe too heavy?
So now... just waiting around for AF and on to the next cycle. I will keep temping and using OPK's.
I hope you are feeling better, blessme. You are not out yet!
I have been AWOL for the last week, ladies. Its a effing rollercoaster. First I did some FF clean up, I had a lot of weird 1 day cycles and wrong cycles, etc. And...my testing date is now the 19th, not the 15th.
I guess that is good and explains why I was out there drinking at networking events at 12 and 13 dpo only to get a positive on 14 dpo. My LP stats were off a bit.
I pink spotted last night. Was convinced it was a period as I used to cycle every 28 days (and that is still my average). But today I wiped and it was brown (super light) CM. Now there is nothing at all when I wipe in terms of color. Tests have all been negative, including today, but that makes sense if I happened to have implanted on 12 dpo.
Symptoms are: very gassy, very sore boobs, veiny boobs (as of today), fatigue, crazy vivid dreams, insomnia, feeling hot at night when trying to fall asleep, stuffy nose even though I am over my cold, a mouth ulcer, chapped lips (keep moisturizing them), sore gums. Used to have a lot of funny twinges and pangs in the uterus too, but those have pretty much died out.
The thing that is worrying me other than the BFNs on the tests are dropping temps. I woke up cold yesterday, but was nice and toasty warm....annnd the temp had fallen even more. Still above coverline, but I do not like that trend!
So, you can update me for the 19th for a test date. Feel free to analyze and stalk away!!!
PS: just now had some bright red spotting while wiping after straining on the toilet a bit. Just not feeling very confident.
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My Ovulation Chart