I'm feeling so neagtive now, had this same feeling while i was lying in bed last night, i just don't think it's ever gonna happen for me. I know it's not a positive way to look at things but i can't imagine ever being lucky enough to have a
and get to hold a baby of my own.
why do i have to do this to myself. I have a had a few possible symptoms, but it's not the first time and i have never been pregnant before
I just feel that when i want something so bad it doesn't happen. Sorry to bring the mood down, just needed to air me fears. XXX