Also, our son is 4 in September and it would be nice to have another baby away from his birthday, like may or june 
Mrs. Eddie nice to see you back around! I too havent been on as much.. sometimes I feel like it adds to the obsessing. Btw I think it was you who said you work at a zoo and when I read that it made me think of my youngest daughter who would love a job like that in the future. She loves animals.. but LOVES tigers and has since she was a baby. She wants to be a wild animal vet and even though she's only 6 (well 7 in 2 weeks) I hope she keeps those dreams. But anyways we will go to the zoo and watch the tigers for ages.
Baby1 my DH wants me to get checked out. Unfortunately he woulnt be able to come to a regular appointmemt with me, only something major. He's the only one the works right now and he's also extremely busy at work. Although he would definitely speak up for me if I didnt! He takes some time off to go to our daughters appointments in Boston but otherwise he works a lot. He's definitely supportive though and hates to think im in pain and of course its aggravating for sex to be affected by it.. although he says its fine and he doesnt mind. The pain during sex is what got me concernd although I tried to make excuses for it each time. Then add in the pain I now get during some cycles and the fact that I cant seem to get pregnant after it was clearly not a problem years ago. Putting it altogether has made me have to admit there could be an issue. With doctors im also only like that with myself. With the kids im so forward and say whats on my mind. Maybe ill try writing my concerns down like you suggested. That could help. Thanks!!
Thanks More Babies but AF appeared today2 days late! I'm gutted
I was so convinced it was our month.... I've had really sore boobs and no cramping at all, then today I felt really heavy down in my bits (tmi, sorry!) went to loo and there she was Grrrr
On to next month!
Good luck!! if I test today and its even lighter than yesterday I might start freaking out.
I hope the test goes well tomorrow with the OPKs, I've just started using them yesterday (CD8) out of interest, as there's not much point really til Jan now! But it would be nice to get more of a grip on when I do actually O. So far I've had no line whatsoever. I have read that the line has to be the same or darker than the control to be positive so I wouldn't worry about it being faint, or fainter before O
so we actually have really similar schedules, Toms! 
No clue if this is normal... Hopefully I didn't miss my O at like cd4 or something.. that would be crazy.. right??
I'm totally with you!! In Sept and Oct, it was a wedding, this month was Thanksgiving, and next is Christmas!!! I always end up testing couple days before my AF is due because I just want to make sure before I drink... (I'm not as strong willed as you are.. I love my red wines!) Good luck this cycle!!!!!! I hope you get your BFP
I'm not strong willed 
I always end up doing the same thing and testing early too then don't drink anyways just in case the test somehow wrong because its usually a couple days before I'm due 
then I always end up getting AF. I don't want to test early but then if by some chance I end up getting a positive this month Id feel so guilty for having a couple drinks. I feel like I'm losing my mind 
I have my fx for you. Also, that really sucks about your DH's schedule making things difficult re TTC. You never know though, you could still end up with a surprise BFP! I also hope all goes well at the gynae and can't wait to hear about it!
I hope AF stays far far away from you and that you get a BFP this cycle!!!!! 
Y'all are perfect for me!!! I am in NO WAY an early tester, and after awhile on here I thought I was the only one! 
I enjoy mine a lot too and definitly miss it sometimes Thanks ladies!!!
In South Carolina there's a thing where you can actually hold baby tigers so at some point we want to get down there because she would be in heaven!! Hope you have some luck with the fertility docs! I've seen more on this thread then most others. I'm 27 with a 10 year old and tomorrow a 7 year old. So crazy how time flies! Hope you have some luck getting your BFP soon and welcome again to the thread! So two nights ago DH and I 
and when I went to the bathroom after to clean up and whatnot there was some light pink mixed in with his swimmers. So I didn't think much of it cuz its not the first time jump started AF. Yesterday morning I then had what looked to be the official start of AF and I was down about and all but then by mid day it was gone and had been gone ever since with the exception of maybe a few brown flecks that a normal person who isn't closely examining the toilet paper probably wouldn't see So now I'm afraid I'm going to be let down all over again. I'm telling you I'm losing it!!
How much longer do you plan on waiting until you test?? FX'ed for you!! I'm 30 and DH is 31. TTC#1 for 10cycles now 
(ntnp for a year before that). Now I'm kinda worried I waited too long - kind of like in the movie Idiocracy. haha. I hope AF stays far far away from you 
