Early 20's and TTC - 17 BFPs!

[Jett55]

Congrats magic h&h 9months

 

[littleone1993]

Hi all,

I'm just not feeling in a good mood today. My job has really annoyed the hell out of me and I am just having one of those days where I feel like a complete emotional train wreck.

My asthma is playing me up too, I'm ovulating and I just feel awful. No chance of BD'ing tonight I think.

Also I want to go back to my original dream of being a wedding planner, I was a wedding planner for 2 years before I got married but as is usual for wedding planners I gave it up for my own wedding as too much of tour own spin is put into the wedding of others and it makes you a bad planner. After that I've never really got back into it but I wouldn't know where to start.

I have very little in the way of references though I do still have a list of all my suppliers and old materials.

I'm not in a good place right now.

 

[littleone1993]

Hi all,

I'm just not feeling in a good mood today. My job has really annoyed the hell out of me and I am just having one of those days where I feel like a complete emotional train wreck.

My asthma is playing me up too, I'm ovulating and I just feel awful. No chance of BD'ing tonight I think.

Also I want to go back to my original dream of being a wedding planner, I was a wedding planner for 2 years before I got married but as is usual for wedding planners I gave it up for my own wedding as too much of tour own spin is put into the wedding of others and it makes you a bad planner. After that I've never really got back into it but I wouldn't know where to start.

I have very little in the way of references though I do still have a list of all my suppliers and old materials.

I'm not in a good place right now.

 

[Dottiee]

Hey everyone! Sorry I haven't been on in a while, I had gotten really busy and being on CD 120, there really isn't much to update on.

Congrats to those who got their BFP, I'll be updating the member list shortly!

I updated my journal, for anyone interested in this long cycle.. And my long wait to see a specialist.. Definitely not happy.

 

[littleone1993]

Oh Dottie. It sucks that youre having such a long cycle.

I've not been having a good time of it i must admit but now im hoping for a BFP soon!

 

[Dottiee]

Yeah, I feel your pain. There's so much emotional strain caused from all of this. My fingers are crossed for you hun.

 

[magicwhisper]

sorry the cycle is so long dottie

i have my scan in 6 days

 

[Dottiee]

sorry the cycle is so long dottie

i have my scan in 6 days

I've come to terms with it, it's not the first time it's happened. The first few weeks are rough, but it gets easier. Now it's just the wait for AF.

And OMG that's so exciting!!!

 

[magicwhisper]

hope af arrives soon then

yeah i can't wait, bit scared though

 

[BabyDoll0077]

Hi!!!
Oh Dottie that's horrible! Is there anything the doctors can prescribe you to make AF come sooner?

 

[Dottiee]

Hi!!!
Oh Dottie that's horrible! Is there anything the doctors can prescribe you to make AF come sooner?

My doctor doesn't want to prescribe me anything. I have to stay natural for my specialist appointment in December, so any tests done don't get skewed.

AF feels like its coming soon though, but who knows. I've been very crampy the last 2 weeks, and the last 3 days my nipples have been SOOOOO sore.

I know those can be preg. signs but with how far along I am in my cycle, the chances that I ovulated are slim to none.

ALSOOOO,

I updated the list! We have 9 BFP's!!!
I'm sorry if I missed anyone, it's hard reading through 73 pages.

 

[magicwhisper]

wooo 9 bfp and hopefuly more to come!

 

[Dottiee]

Definitely more to come!

 

[BabyDoll0077]

Awww Dottie, that's horrible!!! Have you tried any herbal stuff? I've heard raspberry tea is supposed to be good.
Hopefully AF comes soon and you can start again and get your BFP!!!

I believe there will be heaps more bfp's!!!! We all deserve one and it's only a matter of time right.?!

 

[Dottiee]

Awww Dottie, that's horrible!!! Have you tried any herbal stuff? I've heard raspberry tea is supposed to be good.
Hopefully AF comes soon and you can start again and get your BFP!!!

I believe there will be heaps more bfp's!!!! We all deserve one and it's only a matter of time right.?!

I've tried everything natural that I can think of. I've even been trying crystal healing, chakra healing, and Reiki.

The woman at the crystal place, she said she can read people's aura and their higher spirit. She said the reason that I'mnot getting pregnant is because of fear. She some how knew I miscarried when I was 16, and said I have a subconscious fear of it happening again.

She also said I'll end up pregnant in January, and it will be a girl.

I just went in to buy some crystals, and ended up walking out like

 

[BabyDoll0077]

Wow! That's crazy!! I'm terrified of miscarrying again. It's the most hardest thing anyone could ever go through! I'm just hoping that it was one of those freak things that happen and it'll never happen again. If we could be so lucky.

 

[Dottiee]

Wow! That's crazy!! I'm terrified of miscarrying again. It's the most hardest thing anyone could ever go through! I'm just hoping that it was one of those freak things that happen and it'll never happen again. If we could be so lucky.

Mine happened for a reason, however. I was only 16 and in an abusive relationship. When I found out I was pregnant, I knew I didn't want my child anywhere near him, so I broke up with him.

He called me over to talk, saying he just wants to see me one last time. He sounded really sincere. His parents weren't home, and we were talking in his bedroom. When I went to leave, be pushed me down the stairs and kicked me repeatedly in the stomach. I had never told him I was pregnant.

A few minutes later is when I started bleeding and had horrible pain. I was only 4 weeks along, and I knew it was over.

I know that will never happen again. There's no way I'd let it.

Edit: In case you're wondering, I did take him to court. He got an assault charge, but because he was a minor he only had to do 150 hours of community service. I never told anyone that I was pregnant, I was too afraid of what my parents would do. I deeply regret not telling the whole truth.

 

[BabyDoll0077]

Oh Dottie! That must have been horrible to deal with on your own. I'm so very sorry for you!!

 

[Dottiee]

A miscarriage is hard on anyone, regardless of how it happened. It was difficult for a very long time but as I got older I realized it was probably for the best. I wouldn't have been able to support it, and the child would have never had a proper family.

Things always happen for a reason, even if you don't see it.

 

[BabyDoll0077]

I completely understand that! If I didn't have mine I wouldn't have been able to get married as I should have been due the day of my wedding.
I only meant that without your family knowing I could only imagine how hard it would've been. I wouldn't have been able to cope without my family. I miscarried as I fell pregnant on the pill and it was a "bad egg"