Early 20's and TTC - 17 BFPs!

[littleone1993]

Congratulations.

I've decided I'm going to my doctor early. After 8 cycles I've had enough. One of DH's brothers has male infertility and I'm terrified that it's going to be a factor with DH.

I don't think I can cry anymore about not conceiving, I'm physically and emotionally drained.

 

[Jett55]

I'm with you little one I don't think my emotions can handle one more bfn... thinking with all the crazyness from holidays I'll probably have to wait til January

 

[LeahLou]

Hey ladies! Hope it's okay to join y'all!
I've been lurking for a little while, but wanted to wait till we knew we could start TTC after my last mc. But now we have the go ahead!!
I'm 21 and trying for baby #2!
As of now, I'm waiting for AF or O, not sure what will come first! With my last mc, I had AF quickly after so this waiting game is a pain!

 

[wellsk]

Congratulations babydoll!

Welcome leah!

 

[magicwhisper]

welcome leah

had my scan today and all is good it took so long but it was very funny when baby decided to moon us. what a cute bum baby has

 

[wellsk]

My little girl did exactly the same magic
My DH turned round and was like 'that's definitely my baby in there!'

 

[littleone1993]

Hi all.

Feel a little better today but one more bfn might just tip me over the edge.

I want a take home baby and I'm really sick of hiding it. People keep asking me when I'm going to have a baby and it's crushing me from the inside. I just...

 

[magicwhisper]

littleone

my oh said the same thing
"i dunno about looks but baby has my personality"

 

[wellsk]

big hugs littleone!
Its incredibly painful and an even worse reminder when people ask... I usually made them feel as uncomfortable as possible! Or gave over the top reasoning, like believing the stork broughy babies
Hopefully then they won't ask again!

 

[Dottiee]

I got this today!!!!

Ohmygosh!!! That's so amazing! Congratulations!!

 

[littleone1993]

It depends who it is because I just smile and bear it if it's someone who I don't know that well but if it's someone i do I do try to make them feel rather awkward or use my career as an excuse.

I'm stopping POASing though because I've had enough of BFN's.

We're having a little bit of a nightmare at the moment though at home. My doggy is poorly. Having a constant nosebleed for over an hour. Took him to the vets and he either has a serous infection in his nose or a tumour. I have a feeling that it's not going to go the way we hope it too. He's just such a different dog!

So bding is not going to be top of priorities this month. My dog I my baby so I need to make sure he's better.

 

[magicwhisper]

hope everything is ok

 

[littleone1993]

I hope it's all okay too!

Doggy looks much better this morning and I'm so happy about it. DH stayed up with him all night and he was perfectly fine. We're just hoping that it's an infection.

I started wrapping Christmas presents this morning. So exciting!!!

 

[littleone1993]

I handed my notice in this morning! I feel so much happier

 

[Dottiee]

Hey ladies, I see no one has posted in a while and I figured I'd give my update.

I went to the doctor for my PAP after I thought I had my chemical. The doctor completely freaked out and said I may still have a viable pregnancy.

I went for an ultrasound yesterday and a blood test today to check my HCG levels. The ultrasound tech wasn't able to tell me anything, and I should get a call with the results tomorrow or Friday.

I wasn't able to sleep last night. I could barely see the ultrasound screen, but I couldn't stop going through what I managed to see in my head to figure out what the answer will be.

I hope you're all doing okay!

 

[littleone1993]

Oh dottie at least theres hope!

I have a feeling this cycle is a write off. I keep getting cramps and af isnt due until wednesday

 

[Dottiee]

Oh dottie at least theres hope!

I have a feeling this cycle is a write off. I keep getting cramps and af isnt due until wednesday

It could be implantation cramping! Don't count yourself out yet

Doctor called me finally, 10 minutes before I had to work. He called me personally, which I knew right away was a bad sign. My HCG level was 7, and no sign of any bean in the Ultrasound, so it was definitely Chemical. He also said the internal ultrasound found I have a bicornuate uterus (heart shaped uterus). He said going to be very challenging to conceive and when I do it will be high risk and will have to be a c-section. Definitely different than my natural home birth plan.

I have my fertility specialist appointment where he will book a hysteroscopy to see how severe it is. Then it will be day surgery or major surgery, depending on the severity, to try correct it.

As shocked as I am, I'm happy to finally know what the problem has been.. And finally have steps to move forward. Trying to stay positive...

 

[littleone1993]

Oh dottie

I cant believe how hard it must be for you right now but at the sAme time at least you know what the problem is now. They will do everything they can for you!

I dont know about this cycle. Looking at my calender we only bd on two of my fertile days so im not hopeful. Will test tomorrow

 

[Dottiee]

Oh dottie

I cant believe how hard it must be for you right now but at the sAme time at least you know what the problem is now. They will do everything they can for you!

I dont know about this cycle. Looking at my calender we only bd on two of my fertile days so im not hopeful. Will test tomorrow

At least we finally know why it's been 2 years, and why my cycles are so long. I'm just happy that we are finally able to move forward.

All it takes is one little swimmer, BDing twice can be more than enough!

 

[BabyDoll0077]

Littleone; the month I conceived we only bd'd 5 times the whole month (3 being the first week) and I think I O'd around cd20. So there's still hope!!!