*** February Testing Thread***

[Beccaboo828]

24 hour difference between these afternoon tests... bottom is latest. Think it’s a bit darker . This is my last of this brand of cheapie!
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That's a huge difference xx

 

[Reiko_ctu]

The best i can do. I've thrown the first test out. So test with green dots (for my partners bad eyes haha) is from 2 days ago xx

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I think it’s fine. You’re 12dpo? It’ll get darker. That’s a fine progression for 2 days I think? I’d wait 2 mornings for another frer to see a darker line and put the testing to bed But I know it’s stressful, I’m stressing about my lines too. I’m out of cheapies now so I’m done testing for now. It’s too stressful and affects my mood too much if it’s not darker.

 

[Rach87]

Looks darker @Beccaboo828

 

[Bevziibubble]

It was there before I opened the test but I couldn't get a good photo. 12dpo. Af was due today or tomorrow. This was from this evening after a 3 hour hold xx

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I see something. Good luck!

 

[Tasha36089]

24 hour difference between these afternoon tests... bottom is latest. Think it’s a bit darker . This is my last of this brand of cheapie!
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Definitely darker!

 

[Teafor2]

Last night was my second night taking progesterone and oh man I am sleeping like I’m dead. And my dreams just seems so realistic. I’m only 3 dpo so I know it’s not pregnancy symptoms and must be the progesterone. Not a bad side effect.

 

[J_and_D]

Thanks ladies. Just cuz I was talking about him.. here he is with my cat back when he was only a kitten lol

@Bevziibubble I DEFINITELY see something fx!!!

 

[Beccaboo828]

I think it’s fine. You’re 12dpo? It’ll get darker. That’s a fine progression for 2 days I think? I’d wait 2 mornings for another frer to see a darker line and put the testing to bed But I know it’s stressful, I’m stressing about my lines too. I’m out of cheapies now so I’m done testing for now. It’s too stressful and affects my mood too much if it’s not darker.

Its impossible to not test isn't it haha
I've had 7 losses so im like a mad man when I see a line xx

 

[Mum42crazy]

Thanks ladies I have him home. His spleen was removed. So he's struggling but alive! I'm beyond grateful! I just read what I wrote and there's so many autocorrection mistakes lol.. sorry about that lol. I have zero of my normal post O symptoms (like bloating etc) just super tender bbs since the LH surge. Adding in that I didn't get a positive LH surge until CD28, I'm doubting I actually ovulated this month. My LP is only 10 days, being I'm on CD8... I'll know VERY soon.

Hope he gets better soon.

It was there before I opened the test but I couldn't get a good photo. 12dpo. Af was due today or tomorrow. This was from this evening after a 3 hour hold xx

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I see a line, hoping for a good outcome.

24 hour difference between these afternoon tests... bottom is latest. Think it’s a bit darker . This is my last of this brand of cheapie!
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They look great.



So I am going with my app and it tells me I am 9dpo. Very sore boobs but I think that's something I am noticing more and more every month as I track so I don't think that it is pregnancy related.
I see a slight shadow on the test but I can’t get it on a photo its that light, and I have just seen that I only have one IC left which I will do tomorrow morning at 10dpo, if there is a line I will buy some more if not then I am going to wait till my AF due date, I have lost the will to carry on after this month, at the end of this month marks 2 years of ttc, a whole year since I started my failed IVF, 6 month since my miscarriage and 2 months since my CP..... I've had enough now, at 44 years and 6 months. I really think my time has passed. On my 44th birthday I thought that was it and I was OK with that but that very month I got those two lines (without trying) and I wish I hadn't it did give me some hope that I could get pregnant again and the past months of looking at lines on test that came to nothing has now taken to much of my time. Spring is on its way and hopefully I can come to peace with the change of the season. Feeling very down even though I know I still have a chance this month I really do feel out. Sorry for the feelings post this morning.

 

[topazicatzbet]

Its impossible to not test isn't it haha
I've had 7 losses so im like a mad man when I see a line xx

I ve done so many tests this pregnancy its ridiculous. But it makes me feel better after my loss.

 

[topazicatzbet]

Hope he gets better soon.



I see a line, hoping for a good outcome.



They look great.



So I am going with my app and it tells me I am 9dpo. Very sore boobs but I think that's something I am noticing more and more every month as I track so I don't think that it is pregnancy related.
I see a slight shadow on the test but I can’t get it on a photo its that light, and I have just seen that I only have one IC left which I will do tomorrow morning at 10dpo, if there is a line I will buy some more if not then I am going to wait till my AF due date, I have lost the will to carry on after this month, at the end of this month marks 2 years of ttc, a whole year since I started my failed IVF, 6 month since my miscarriage and 2 months since my CP..... I've had enough now, at 44 years and 6 months. I really think my time has passed. On my 44th birthday I thought that was it and I was OK with that but that very month I got those two lines (without trying) and I wish I hadn't it did give me some hope that I could get pregnant again and the past months of looking at lines on test that came to nothing has now taken to much of my time. Spring is on its way and hopefully I can come to peace with the change of the season. Feeling very down even though I know I still have a chance this month I really do feel out. Sorry for the feelings post this morning.

 

[Deethehippy]

Hope he gets better soon.



I see a line, hoping for a good outcome.



They look great.



So I am going with my app and it tells me I am 9dpo. Very sore boobs but I think that's something I am noticing more and more every month as I track so I don't think that it is pregnancy related.
I see a slight shadow on the test but I can’t get it on a photo its that light, and I have just seen that I only have one IC left which I will do tomorrow morning at 10dpo, if there is a line I will buy some more if not then I am going to wait till my AF due date, I have lost the will to carry on after this month, at the end of this month marks 2 years of ttc, a whole year since I started my failed IVF, 6 month since my miscarriage and 2 months since my CP..... I've had enough now, at 44 years and 6 months. I really think my time has passed. On my 44th birthday I thought that was it and I was OK with that but that very month I got those two lines (without trying) and I wish I hadn't it did give me some hope that I could get pregnant again and the past months of looking at lines on test that came to nothing has now taken to much of my time. Spring is on its way and hopefully I can come to peace with the change of the season. Feeling very down even though I know I still have a chance this month I really do feel out. Sorry for the feelings post this morning.

I totally understand how this takes it’s toll month after month esp with everyone else getting BFP’s in the groups . Obviously it’s our age that slows things down but it doesn’t mean that there can’t be a miracle waiting to happen. I really hope that you will get your miracle soon.

 

[BabyBrain80]

Hope he gets better soon.



I see a line, hoping for a good outcome.



They look great.



So I am going with my app and it tells me I am 9dpo. Very sore boobs but I think that's something I am noticing more and more every month as I track so I don't think that it is pregnancy related.
I see a slight shadow on the test but I can’t get it on a photo its that light, and I have just seen that I only have one IC left which I will do tomorrow morning at 10dpo, if there is a line I will buy some more if not then I am going to wait till my AF due date, I have lost the will to carry on after this month, at the end of this month marks 2 years of ttc, a whole year since I started my failed IVF, 6 month since my miscarriage and 2 months since my CP..... I've had enough now, at 44 years and 6 months. I really think my time has passed. On my 44th birthday I thought that was it and I was OK with that but that very month I got those two lines (without trying) and I wish I hadn't it did give me some hope that I could get pregnant again and the past months of looking at lines on test that came to nothing has now taken to much of my time. Spring is on its way and hopefully I can come to peace with the change of the season. Feeling very down even though I know I still have a chance this month I really do feel out. Sorry for the feelings post this morning.

Sending hugs I totally understand. In 2018 we stopped trying for #3, 3 losses in a row and I felt it was taking over, I was missing out on what I was already very lucky to have. We got really busy with the kids cycling club and made some new friends and life got better. I was content that I had tried but it was obviously not to be.
Then April 2020....a very surprise pregnancy. I only tested as my period was over a week late. I was convinced it would be an early mc but he fought on. As you know we lost him at 20weeks- trisomy 21. Broke my heart and I'm still really struggling. But he has given me hope again....5 months of ttc and I'm wondering if that was my last chance and I should give up again.
I guess I can look back without regret, we did try. I'm 41 in the summer....maybe that will be my time up.
I hope you're ok and I really hope you get your bfp this month! It's a proper emotional and hormonal rollercoaster xx

 

[Mum42crazy]

I totally understand how this takes it’s toll month after month esp with everyone else getting BFP’s in the groups . Obviously it’s our age that slows things down but it doesn’t mean that there can’t be a miracle waiting to happen. I really hope that you will get your miracle soon.

Thanks but I really don't think I have the stomach to carry on, I am always so happy when people get BFP but the excitement for me testing has now finished, I just feel dread and stupid to be testing at all, I know we both have a slight chance but I'm going to step away after this month and if it happens it happens but with no pressure.

Sending hugs I totally understand. In 2018 we stopped trying for #3, 3 losses in a row and I felt it was taking over, I was missing out on what I was already very lucky to have. We got really busy with the kids cycling club and made some new friends and life got better. I was content that I had tried but it was obviously not to be.
Then April 2020....a very surprise pregnancy. I only tested as my period was over a week late. I was convinced it would be an early mc but he fought on. As you know we lost him at 20weeks- trisomy 21. Broke my heart and I'm still really struggling. But he has given me hope again....5 months of ttc and I'm wondering if that was my last chance and I should give up again.
I guess I can look back without regret, we did try. I'm 41 in the summer....maybe that will be my time up.
I hope you're ok and I really hope you get your bfp this month! It's a proper emotional and hormonal rollercoaster xx

I guess life gives us twists and turns, late lost of a baby is something I haven't had to deal with but some of my friends have and I am amazed by how strong they and you are, I really hope you get your rainbow baby I don't think 41 is too old in Italy where I live its a normal age to have one I just know that getting to mid 40's its getting more and more unlikely and to be really honest I have 4 beautiful children and I never wanted any more, luckily I got pregnant with 1 or 2 cycles so never really ttc but my partner has none and that's who I feel like I've let down. Thanks for the love.

 

[BabyBrain80]

@Mum42crazy I know the feeling and Im sure loads of us here feel it too, but please don't ever feel you've let down your partner. I'm sure you give him so much, you seem a really beautiful person and I bet he's well lucky to have you!
Here anytime you need a chat

 

[Beccaboo828]

I ve done so many tests this pregnancy its ridiculous. But it makes me feel better after my loss.

I try not to think about the cost of it all. I could have probably bought a house in the last 20 years of trying for babies haha

 

[motherofboys]

I try not to think about the cost of it all. I could have probably bought a house in the last 20 years of trying for babies haha

Right? Especially before discovering ICs and buying CB and FR all the time

 

[Beccaboo828]

Right? Especially before discovering ICs and buying CB and FR all the time

Exactly!! I think that buying ics doesn't help at all. Its like they are cheap ill buy double

 

[motherofboys]

Yes! Might as well do 3 seeing as I've got so many. Least I'll have comparisons

 

[ShanandBoc]

Ooo I’ve got lots to catch up here!! Here is my line progression so far